My heart is completely broken . I'm suffering in silence but nobody really cares . I'm hurting everyday but it doesn't really matter , I'm alone in this world . I cut my wrist everyday and let the blood flow it's the only time I ever feel anything at all🕳. I'm completely numb 🥶 to the point that I'm broken 💔😔🥺. I feel nothing anymore🙅🏽♀️🙍🏽♀️ and I'm totally fine with it 🤷🏽♀️🙍🏽♀️. I've endured so much pain I'm immune to it all😔. My heart is broken 💔 I could never love again 🙅🏽♀️🖤 again. My soul was stolen 👮 👩🏽⚖️ I could never trust. My life is over I died on the inside a long time ago🖤🖤🕳💯💀. You can't tell because I hide it so well 😵🤫🤭. I gave you my heart🖤 and I knew you would break it 😰😥 I just didn't expect to get it bacc in a million pieces 😡💔💔🖕🏽🤧🙅🏽♀️🙍🏽♀️. You stole my life and broke my spirit, you lied to me and killed my trust🥺😔,You beat me down and shattered my soul like it was glass😔🌫🧊‼️. I am alone in this world 🌍 and I'm ready to go🏃🏽♀️👋🏽. If you saw me 👀 you'd never know 🎭🤷🏽♀️😵🤫 🧠, I deserve and Oscar 🥇 for my award winning performance💯💀🙍🏽♀️ 🎭. I'm angry 😡 all the time ⏰ and now I know 🧠 why. I've been hurt 😔🥺 so much that now all I want to do is hurt everybody too 😡💔‼️🤧. I want you to feel my pain😥, to feel my suffering 🤧, To hear 👂🏽 my cries 😭😭, to know what it's like to want to die 💀😡 everyday 🗓 🕳💯, to never know love🖤, or trust😆. I'm so insecure😔 to the point where even if you love🖤 me for me 🙍🏽♀️ I'll still find something to hate 😡 about myself🙍🏽♀️😰🙅🏽♀️😥. You say I'm mean 😡, but you've never heard👂🏽 my past⏰. You don't🙅🏽♀️ know 🧠 what's happened to me 🙍🏽♀️ to make me this way 😡💔💯. The world 🌍 was revolving before i was born, so it will still revolve we'll after I'm gone 👋🏽💀🥺💔😔‼️. I could die right now 💀⏰ and be at peace ☮️, don't 🙅🏽♀️cry 😭 at my funeral 💀 because I died so many years ago 💀⏰💔‼️. My soul is gone 👋🏽 their is now a black hole🕳 left in its place😭😰😔💯. I care about nobody's feelings🖕🏽🤷🏽♀️💯. Because nobody cares about mine 🖕🏽 💔‼️💯.i say to hell with everybody 🖕🏽💯🕳🩸. You don't care about me so why should I care about you🤷🏽♀️🤷🏽♀️💯. You've fucked 🖕🏽 me over to many times to the point that I'm tired 😥🤧🥺, Fuck you 🖕🏽🤷🏽♀️🙅🏽♀️ and I hope you die fucking miserably 😂💯‼️🖕🏽🤷🏽♀️😡. Maybe I'll just disappear 🤷🏽♀️ 👤 and see 👀 how you feel 😰😔😡💯. I'm bullied everyday 😡 🗓 by everybody but do you care🥺🧠🙅🏽♀️, no🖕🏽, and I finally understand why🧠💯. You hate and that's ok because I hate me to too💯🕳💔‼️. I'm not perfect 🤩, far from it 🙍🏽♀️, but now you've put me in a place where I could never see my self the same again 👀🙅🏽♀️😭. Everytime⏰ I look in the mirror 👀 I cry 😭 and get angry😡🕳 . I cry because I hate what I see and the person I've become😭🙍🏽♀️💔😰, I get angry because I hate myself and how broken I've become😔💔😡🥺. People treat me like shit 💩and I don't know why 🤷🏽♀️🧠. I'm so hated even death hates me 💀💯💔. I couldn't die even if I tried. I've slit my wrist, doesn't cut deep enough 🩸🩸‼️, I've done pills but they only make me throw up😔. I wanna die I don't want to live anymore.😭😭🕳 I hate myself and I hate my life😡. I just want to jump off a cliff and end it all but I can't. Even though I'm depressed enough I couldn't bring myself to do it. I'm tired of living 😭🥺, give my life to save someone with cancer just take it, I hate it. 💔🙅🏽♀️🙍🏽♀️😵🤧. I just want to blow my brains out 🧠💯🕳 and end it all. I'm invisible to people 👤. I fell like I'm drowning in the middle of a crowded ocean 🌊 and nobody cares. Will you not save me🤔😔, am I not important to you 🤔😰😔🙍🏽♀️, do you even care🤔💯🥺. I am alone in this world 🌍 👤 and I'm ready to go.👋🏽🕳😭💔. This is my finally farewell to all the fucked up people who never cared🥺💯💔 I was suffering right under your noses and yet you never seemed to care 😭😭😭💔💔🥺🕳🕳‼️. So when you find me dead please don't shed a tear, just look up to the sky 🌌, and say goodbye👋🏽💯🕳. Let the memories of me go so I can finally be at peace, I was alone in this world but finally I am free.☮️ 💯💯🥺‼️💯💔😔😥🤷🏽♀️😵🤫🙍🏽♀️💀🌍🤭🧠🖤😰🤧🧠🖕🏽🙅🏽♀️🩸🤔🥺‼️🕳😭🌌💯💔😔😊😥💯😵🥺🤫🤭💯🙍🏽♀️🧠🌍🤷🏽♀️🕳🖤🌍🤧🤔😡🌊🥺🕳😔😣😖😟☹️😞🥺😒😡😰😓😰😴😴😴🤕👻👻☠️💀
~sincerely a broken soul
Sorry about all the emojis I put those in there when I first wrote it because I didn't plan on actually publishing this but yeah don't forget to like comment and share
