I crave what I can not touch
Am I just after another crutch?
I feel I could have it back
But would it strain too much
I followed it, I chased it,
I caught it, I held it
I destroyed it then let go
This feeling, I need it, I hate it
It consumes me, flows through me
I'm begging for it too just leave me be
In a new life could impossibly reclaim
Would it be possible too reignite the flame
Am I just asking too feel that hurt again
Another self destructive journey with no shame
I don't have a right too seek forgiveness
Maybe the answer is just too forget this
I won't kill myself too bring this back
How long will I live with this graveness
I followed it, I chased it,
I caught it, I held it
I destroyed it then let go
This feeling, I need it, I hate it
It consumes me, flows through me
I'm begging for it too just leave me be
