Sad stories

Hurts like hell

* The reader has been having an affair with their English teacher, Sarah Paulson. On a certain day, a school shooting occurs and You (the reader) are shielded by Sarah meaning she gets shot

*play song*

How can I say this without breaking?
How can I say this without taking over?
How can I put it down into words?
When it's almost too much for my soul alone
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah, it hurts like hell
I don't want them to know the secrets
I don't want them to know the way I loved you
I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah, it hurts like hell
Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war
Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it
I turn it
But I can't escape
I turn it over
I turn it over
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
I loved, and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell.

"It'll be okay, I promise you, you'll be okay"
She's laid across my lap as I whisper sweet nothings Into her ear so she stays awake, I know she's leaving but I can't let her.
"Please baby, I love you, don't let go, I need you"