16|| 'FUCK'

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"I'm sorry" Mattia says

My face automatically goes to a frown after what he had just said "it's fine, I understand" I look away braking the eye contact to find my bra

"I'm really sorry I didn't mean it like th-" Mattia tried too explain himself but I stop him

"I said it's fine" I find my bra and clip it on

"Then why do you look sad?" He asks

"Because I think it's sad that the guy who sleeps with every girl dosent want to sleep with you, damn it Mattia if I'm that bad why did you lead me on?" I said now looking for my shirt

"Y/n no it's not like that" Mattia says

I slipped my shirt back on and walked to the door

"Y/n wait" I heard Mattia say but I still left

I walked down the stair as fast as I can not wanting Mattia to catch up, as I was walking my shoulder bumps into jennas

"Sorry" I quickly said, it's not her fault that I'm upset so I'm not letting it out on her

"Where you going?" She asked

"Home" I told her and kept walking

Thing is, I don't have a ride home, I'm going to have to get an Uber but I don't have money for it

I looked around the party to see if I knew anyone there so I can ask if they can give me a ride home

From a far distance I saw a curly head ready to walk out the door, probably to go home now, I knew that hair was Rowans so I ran up to him

"ROWAN" I screamed

I see him turn around and I catch up to him

"Oh hey, what's up?" Rowan says

"Hey, I noticed you were leaving and I was wondering if can you give me a ride home? It's okay if you can't or don't want to I can go walking" I say

"Of course I'll give you a ride home, don't worry about It"

"Thank you so much"

I followed Rowan to his car and he opened the door for me, I gave him directions to my house so he knew where he was going

My phone was blowing up with messages from Mattia

Mattia

Y/n please come back

It didn't mean it like that

Where are you !?

Please let me explain, I want to do it in person not over a text

Y/n!

Please, I'm sorry

I just put my phone down and ignored the messages, I need some time from Mattia

"Are you okay? You look kinda sad" Rowan says

"I'll be fine" I said

"You wanna talk about it"

"It's embarrassing" I scratch the back of my neck

"I won't make fun of you or judge you" Rowan said

"I know you won't, I just don't want to talk about it" I give him a small smile and look out the window, making the car ride silent

Mattia pov

"Y/n wait" I call her but she still left

"FUCK" I shout

I tried to follow her but she was long gone, so I just walked back to the room, I didn't want to talk to no one and I was totally not in the mood of partying

I start texting y/n but she doesn't respond

"What just happend"

I tuned to face the door and saw jenna

"Nothing" I said with no expression in my face

"Y/n walking out and leaving the party with that waiter didn't seem like nothing" I face her to see her smirk

"Your lying" I said, I'm not going to believe jenna, I know she always causes fauls drama

"Ask anyone baby" she shrugs her shoulders and sits next to me

"I'm going home" I get up and slam the door shut

I get in my car and drive home, I couldn't stop thinking about y/n, I'm such an asshole and I'm sure I ruined whatever me and her had

I couldn't help it but stop in front of y/n's house, I need to get things straight with her before jenna or Mariano say anything

Your pov

I was laying in my bed staring at the celling when I heard a rock hit my window

"What the fuck?" I say and sitting up

I didn't hear anything anymore so I shrug my shoulders and laid back down but then I heard another rock hit my window but this time the noise was louder

I decided to check who was throwing rocks at my window since I didn't want my mom to wake up

I opened my curtains but I didn't see no one, right when I opened my window the person threw another rock and luckily it didn't hit me it just went in my room

"Watch it" I whisper yell too see that Mattia was the one throwing the rocks

"Sorry, Can we talk? Please" Mattia pleads

"Sure, not like I have a choice anyways, your here so what else can I say" I roll my eyes as close the window

A/n: wow this was lame, I apologize but better chapters coming

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