Depression and undeserved hurts
Kills all the flowers that blooms insideCutting off my heart once
I wanna see if anything's still left for my heart to devise
Getting involved with all these curses
Making me feel so sober and undecided
To the feelings that I cry
I wanna keep it hidden deep inside
Turning all the ways off
Let me decide who I wanna be and what I wanna throw outside
To the deapthness of my feelings I hear you
Thinking off all the odds that's mentioning me all this time
I keep on letting my feelings suffer
Just hoping an idle wish to receive a note from you or the other
I know you can't see me
I know you won't feel me
But letting my heart down i want you to seal a bond with me
Everyday I hope I'll meet you
So I go to the shades waiting for you
I imagine your unknown face with my anxious desires
Hoping to reveal it once
In my dreams or my reality creator
Do you believe me? Can you let me inside?
I'm just right here infront of your door
Hoping you would not let me suffer anymore
I give you curses a thousand times
For not coming to me right this time
I curse my luck
And I fear I would just leave you behind
I'm waiting for you right at your door
Still hoping you would open it
Right before I'm about to go in sorrow.**************************
Guys I'm really happy today ..idk why..
But Thank you soo much for your patience reading.
I love you a loot and a lot more 💜💜💜💜💙💙💙💗💗💗💗..
Thank you soo much again.
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