In love with my best friend, (or not.)

Missing Her

Ok so maybe I never said, but I will swear a lot in this book and there will be some quite adult material but I just don't want anyone that knows me to judge me on the content I this book.....Thank you!! 😇💋

Hayden's POV

I slam her front door with such anger i'm surprised it didn't fall off it's hinges.
I'm so angry that Silver wouldn't talk to me about why she's upset, i mean i'm her best friend she should be able to tell me anything. but something was weird, she mentioned Kirsty?
Then it all clicked, Silver must have heard or seen me kiss Kirsty!
I knew from the moment I kissed that bitch Kirsty it was a bad idea. But the boys made me, they dared me to do it because they thought I was going soft and losing my playerish ways. The only reason I started messing around with girls is because i couldnt have the one girl I wanted. The one and only girl that has ever been appealing to me, the prettiest most thoughtful girl in the world, Silver.

I've loved her since the day she poked her blonde hair round the door, asking if we wanted her cookies she'd made us!
She's so beautiful that no girl comes close. And as I said I only kissed Kirsty because the boys dared me and I wanted to gain practise so that the day that me and Silver are together I would be experience enough for her!!!
Zander, Damien, Caleb and Aiden are such dicks for making me do it and especially right there an then!!!!

*FLASHBACK*
"Go on Hayden!!! just go kiss her!" Aiden said whilst slapping me on the back.
"Ha I bet he's fallen for a girl!!!!" Xavier said laughing.
"Bet it's Silver! they are like two peas in a pod!!!!" Caleb said laughing so hard his face turned red.
I was furious! They could take the piss out of me, but not Silver!! That wasn't fair.
I marched over to Kirsty and whispered seductively in her ear,
"Should we give my friends and yours something to look at?
The only reply I got was her girly giggle as I pushed her onto the wall. I grabbed her waist, but everything was off, I couldn't stop thinking about Silver!
Kissing Kirsty was disgusting! all I could taste was her slippery and slimy lip-gloss.
She deepens the kiss by forcing her tongue into my mouth. I wanted to vomit, but I kept it going to impress the boys! I did something next I didn't think I would ever do. I grabbed Kirsty's bum and forced her legs around me. She seemed more than happy by this suggestion. She started grinding her hips on my hard member which was only there coz I was constantly thinking of Silver.
Kirsty feeling me hard underneath her giggled with delight as she started grinding harder and harder into me, completely unaware of the crowd that had gathered!
I could finally hear all the boys whooping and the girls giggling!!!

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I had no idea that Silver had seen me and that that was the reason why she was ignoring me!!

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Silver's POV

I sit on my bedroom floor, deflated! I miss him, I really do! I hate not being able to talk to him or laugh with him or do anything else we do together which is pretty much everything, but you know!

Felling exhausted from chasing Hayden around the house and then the tense convocation, I stand up an change into sweatpants and spots bra and tie my hair up into a messy bun before throwing myself onto my bed and eventually fall asleep!

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Next morning

SIlver's POV

He connects our lips and.......
Suddenly my alarm clock kicked in and jolted me awake from the land of sleep and dreams!
I let out a heartbreaking sigh and think about the crazy yet amazing dream j just had! I knew that I could never risk mine and Hayden's friendship just because I some stupid crush I have on him!! it wouldn't be fair!! I mean I know he's doesn't feel the same way about me so I just have to let it go!!!
I get up and head to my shower and decide to wash my hair today. As I'm towelling my hair dry I wince in pain as my hand glides over my upper leg, hip and waist. I remove the towel and
see angry purple blue bruises down the left side of my body!! Looking at my bruised body I start puzzling on why I have them, but find no reason to have any bruises on my body, especially such nasty ones. I grab some clothes from my wardrobe and put them on. considering its really hot today I pick some hight waisted ripped denim shorts; and a minty blue crop top!! I put some big butterfly earrings in ad some bangles on my wrist. I decide on curling my long blonde hair today and go back to thinking about the bruises down my waist. it suddenly clicks that they were from when me and Hayden rolled off the bed when he was tickling me yesterday.
I finish curling my hair and apply make-up but keep it looking natural. I add my black mascara and signiture red lipstick and throw on my white vans for a change, and grab my bag. I put my phone, wallet and motor bike keys into my purse and head outside not even bothering about breakfast or my brother!

For some reason all I can think is:
This is going to be an interesting day at school!!!

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