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I am no longer sure what happiness really is

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I am no longer sure what happiness really is. I do not want to do things that usually make me happy because I know that I will feel more empty afterwards.

 I do not want to do things that usually make me happy because I know that I will feel more empty afterwards

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My excuse is that I am tired and unable to cope, but I would have liked to be involved and do things. But I don't know how to handle it.

Then at night, the thoughts I had during the day become reality and that reality scares me

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Then at night, the thoughts I had during the day become reality and that reality scares me.

Throughout this process, I have a mask that protects me from breaking completely but sometimes cracks occur in the mask because I can no longer cope

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Throughout this process, I have a mask that protects me from breaking completely but sometimes cracks occur in the mask because I can no longer cope.

So right now I choose to disconnect everything and take a step back

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So right now I choose to disconnect everything and take a step back. So I can fix my mask so I dare to take another step

 So I can fix my mask so I dare to take another step

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⏰ Last updated: May 16, 2020 ⏰

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