Jin. Slumped in deep dejection, his unpleasant experiences scarred him for life. He thought he wasn't capable of falling in love, but he was wrong. He fell in love with Taehyung. A man twice his age, married and husband of the man he wanted to seek...
"If you could read my mind, I'm pretty sure you'd either be traumatized, sexually aroused, or both."
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Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.
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"We were drinking alcohol. I was there, casually enjoying the night. It started as a simple talk. He offered me a drink. I never even thought about cheating. There are men who tried to pull me in that dirty trap. I was able to resist them all. But this particular young man presented himself. I am aware of what infidelity can cause in a relationship. I know, I am aware, it broke me into million pieces, it pointed me to the dark side of life, but I still think of doing it."
"You released unreflective desires. It's like a provocation. It's not an excuse. You still did wrong."
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SEOKJIN
Fake.
Am I really a fake person? As far as I know, I am just being real. But Yoongi's words cut deep. Deeper than I thought.
I've never been called a fake. Perhaps, no one will. Like what I've said, I don't have friends to tell me what's wrong with me. It's only me who keeps on telling myself that I am okay. I am perfect. I am fine.
Somehow, Yoongi was right. Am I narcissistic? I think so. I think people are all about me. I think they all admire me. My beauty. My capability. My body. I am all about myself. I love attention, no matter how many times I deny it.
Yoongi was right.
He thinks I am an over thinker. I overanalyzed things.
He was right again.
I create my own perfect world in my head. A perfect world that I can't even bring to life. My thoughts are perfect but my words and actions aren't. I am too stuck in my own world. The world that only exists in my head.
Yoongi was right.
But I don't know why I refuse to accept it.
Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.
