ᗰY 𝟨 ᒪOᐯᗴᖇᔕ 𝕙.𝕣𝕛𝕩𝕟.𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞

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Author PoV

It was time to meet Yangyang finally all the nervousness he kept pushing away crept up he knew he did something terrible and unforgivable he used Yangyang he slowly walked to the park near his house where they were supposed to be meeting up sitting on one of the now old and rusty swing listening to it squeaking as he moved back and forward lightly looking at the floor

He slowly drowned in his own head not hearing steps nearing him till there were two pairs of sneakers in front of him making him look up abruptly "Long time no see Renjun..." the small boy winced slightly he called him Renjun instead of Junnie "Yangyang i-" he felt a weird ball come up his throat nothing letting him speak 'Why now?!' He thought

"-I'm sorry for what I did" after a long pause he finally was talking "I really do like you but it wasn't the way i loved them... I used u to forget about them or to make them jealous I don't even now anymore- but that still doesn't hide the fact to what I did to you I'm really sorry..." He said now finding everything more interesting how the leaves moved in the warm summer breeze as the leafs seemed to be falling in slow motion on the floor

"I'm still mad at you but I'm kind of over you I actually met someone new but I still wish to keep distance between us.." Yangyang said softly and Renjun nodded "Its okay I'll give you as much space as you want I just wanted to apologise because you didn't deserve any of this!" He said and Yangyang laughed softly "Well then see you around sometime" he said waving and leaving the boy alone and that's when he noticed that Yangyang wasn't alone their was a figure standing at a tree not far away waiting for him and the boy was pretty sure it's his new love interest

The couple has left already long ago but Renjun stayed swinging and listening to cars passing by now and then after half an hour or so he decided to head back he looked at his phone it was still early the boys didn't text him so he assumed they were busy he kind of missed them right now he wanted someone to cuddle to tell him that he was just fine to make him feel secured and loved he opened his front door taking off his shoes throwing himself on the couch taking out his phone and opening his messages

Renjun Harem💅✨

Me
Are u guys busy?

He send an message laying his phone on his stomach waiting for what seemed like an eternity till he got a response

Hyuck🌻❤️
Yeah Jeno, Jaemin and I are working on an essay that's due tomorrow☹️

Me
Work hard!🥰

Lele🐬❤️
I'm out having an family evening

Someone get me out😩

Me
You got this Lele I'll give u lots of kisses later

Lele🐬❤️
Fine you better keep ur promised😤

Mark🦁❤️
I'm tutoring rn babe sry :/

Jisungie🐹❤️
I have dance practice right now

Me
It's okay guys I was just bored and I missed u all ☹️

He sighed he had to somehow survive without them

Nana❤️✨
Come over to Jeno's house we won't be spending time with you but at least u wouldn't be alone!

He quickly send a response before getting up excitedly running up the stairs to his room putting on Mark's hoodie which was a lot bigger on him but he looked adorable as he went out and walking to Jeno the boy lived about 10 blocks away which was a 15min walk so he plugged in earphones and listened to his favourite band NCT

Finally he got there he stood in front of the door ringing the bell and soon he was met with Taeyong who greeted him with a soft smile "They're upstair!" He said letting the boy in to which renjun respectfully bowed and smiled taking his shoes off passing by the Lee's also greeting them respectfully with a bow before heading up the stairs and into Jenos room

"Junnie~ I hate this!!" He was greeted with a whiny Haechan pulling him on his lap as he buried his face in the others shoulder making the small boy laugh "Here I'll give you a kiss to boost your energy!" He said grabbing Haechans cheeks with both his hands and pressing a peck onto his lips to which the other immediately complied pulling him back in to kiss him longer "Hey hey hey we're here to study!" Jeno said interrupting them pulling renjun away from him and giving him a peck and then Jaemin to which Haechan just groaned rolling his eyes

"Fine I feel a lot better now that I got a kiss" he said returning to his paper and so did the other two boys after some more pecks while Renjun made himself comfortable on the bed scrolling through tiktok as the time continued to pass

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AHHHHHH here u go guys I was gone for a while but I'm back hope u guys liked this chapter!!! Also I wanted to end this book next chapter but I'm already on something new!!AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 22K READS WHAT THE HELL HAHSYSGSGSHSGSG THANK U SO MUCH LOVE YOU ALL STAY SAFE!!❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨