Lost flower || jaehyungparkian

64 | ろくじゅうよん | Jae

Another day. Another full of sorrow, regrets and pain day. Jae is walking in the direction of his classroom, this time trying not to get lost. He doesn't feel very well, his body is so heavy and weak trying his best to get through the corridor.

Thoughts won't leave him. Jae is starting to feel guilty and that his behavior isn't alright. He could just listen to his friends, talk about that, but he just cut himself off. Now he's all alone, without anyone he could freely talk to, rest on his arm, feel the warmth slowly filling up his heart.. When he thought about those things, a certain person appeared in his mind.

Jaehyung shook his head, trying to erase the pictures from his memory. He couldn't. Trying not to burden himself, Jae walked into the classroom and got ready for his classes.

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After the talk with his teacher, who had been a bit worried about Jae, he walked out from the room and saw empty corridors. Now that classes had ended, at school were only students who needed to fulfill their duties.

Jaehyung didn't feel like going home and listening to his parents almost lecturing him, thinking that it's how they should take care of their son. Jae started to wander around the school as his eyes locked on the layout of the building. 'If I saw it a bit earlier it wouldn't take so much time searching for my classroom' Jae loudly sighed while he thought about that.

When he saw a marking showing the placement of the school garden, it seemed like a nice idea to take a look at it. Looking at flowers and having them around him, always make Jae calmer, so he didn't think too much and headed there.

Slowly opening the door, the sweet smell flowing in the air surrounded Jae. A little smile appeared on his face and his eyes started to twinkle reflecting sunlight. He felt like he can finally rest, at least for a while, starting to forget about his worries.

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Younghyun said goodbye to the two of his friends. 'Gosh, be a couple already' he thought when he saw Wonpil and Dowoon walking away together, their hands literally touching.

Brian was going back to his class, already feeling tired just by thinking about his duties. When he walked into the class he heard "Younghyun we are taking care of the classroom today, you are assigned to the garden". He rolled his eyes and sighed a loud "Okay", then he started heading towards the indicated place.

When he walked in, he saw a boy standing there and looking at some flowers. Brian didn't recognize him and walked up to the shed to take out the garden hose. Now that the school gardener went on a vacation, students needed to take care of the plants. Thankfully he'll back within a week.

Jae looked at the one who walked past him. He immediately recognized Younghyun and his heart skipped a beat. He started to worry and overthink - how should he react? Should he talk to him or ignore and turn back? As his head started to fill up with worries, the other boy turned around and saw a pair of eyes gazing at him. Both of them froze, their eyes widened.

'Shit' they both thought in panick. Who will do the first step? None of them said a word. Younghyun tried not to look at the other one. He wanted to say something, to fix everything. 'Just do your thing, you didn't want to meet him. He probably didn't even want to speak to me' he thought, trying his best to calm down and focus on his task.

Meanwhile Jae was fighting with himself 'Say something, please. Is he really going to ignore me?? Oh, he is. Well I deserve that. I want to fix everything so badly. Think Jae, please do something. Say something, say something, anything. FOR FUCKS SAKE SAY SOMETHING' his fists clenched.