i dont want nice significant other i love boys that will treat me like A PIEVE OF FUCKING HORSE SHIT N MISTREAT ME AND MAKE ME FEEEL TERRIBLE AND CAUSE ME PSYCHOLOGICAL DAMAGE bc they make me unable to think of anything but THEM and they ignore me and step on me just so i can keep BEGGING and then when they finally treat me good i feel so VALIDATED and going trough all the trouble and damage is worth it in the end and idccc
