Chapter 6: What do I not remember?

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“Madilynn..” he sighed. “Remember when Ryder first abused you? Mitch couldn’t of told him that. He was still in Canada”

“How do you know Mitch is from Canada?” I asked

“Long story. His dad and I are really good friends.” He half smiled

“B-but we, never lived in Canada” I stuttered

“Yes. We did. You just don’t remember” He placed his hand on my shoulder.

“I don’t understand.” I said.

I don’t understand.. Ryder was too too sweet, and romantic to be lying to me.

“Madilynn. I almost lost you before. I don’t wanna lose you ever again. I’ve already lost your mother” He said

“After mom died, you just didn’t care about anyone anymore.” I said wiping my tears.

“That was over 7 years ago-

“I took care of Max. You didn’t! You were too busy getting high and drunk!” I yelled.

“Madilynn-

“Don’t you Madilynn me! You know what you did!” I yelled.

“Would you fucking listen to me?! I kept drinking so I could get her off my mind! I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I missed her Madilynn.” he almost cried.

“I’m sorry.” I sighed shaking my head.

“It’s fine.” he said.

I saw him reaching towards me.

“Please don’t touch me.” I sniffed bringing my knees up to my chest.

“Ok..I understand.” he sighed walking away.

I had a long day. I didn’t feel like moving. I just stayed in the corner burying my face in my knees. I drifted off to sleep.

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“Madi.” Someone whispered. “Madi” I heard it again.yul

“What?!” I screamed

“Madi.” he whispered.

“What do you want from me!!” I screamed.

“You.” he whispered.

“Come with me Madi. I’m desperate without you.” he whispered.

“No.” I shook my head scooting back towards the wall.

“Please?” he asked.

He had black hair and light blue eyes like Ryder.

“Baby.” he whispered coming closer to me.

He lifted up my chin.

“Say you love me.” he whispered.

“Madilynn don’t!” someone yelled.

It was Mitch.

“Don’t listen to him. He’s a liar Madi.” he said turning my chin back to him.

“Madilynn please.” he sighed.

“Madi, don’t leave me again.” Ryder cried tilting my chin up.

“I won’t.” I whispered.

“I want you, and only you.” I whispered.

“Madilynn!!!” Mitch yelled.

I flinched as I heard a gunshot.

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I woke up.. I was all sweaty.  I had a terrible Dream. It was Mitch, and Ryder. What were they doing? All I remember is Mitch getting shot. Why is Ryder, after him? Why.

I kept thinking until my dad yelled.

“Madilyn! Someone’s here for you!” He yelled from downstairs

“Who’d be here for me?” I asked getting up.

I walked downstairs to see who it was. It was Mitch. Why was he here?

“Hey.” He smiled

“Hi..” I half smiled

“You okay?” He asked

“Yeah. Fine.” I said sitting on the stair steps.

“You’re not fine. I know you’re not.” He said sitting by me.

I laughed “You really know how girls work.”

“Well, I have two older sisters. He smiled

I smiled “I had a bad dream. It was you, Ryder, and I. and it wasn’t good.”

“What happened?” He asked looking worried.

“Ryder shot you ” my voice lowered.

“W-what?” he asked.

I nodded.

“He hates you Mitch. Anything could happen.” I said.

“As long as he doesn't do anything to my beautiful girl.” he smiled cupping my cheeks. We both leaned in foreheads touching each other. I leaned back turning my head away.

“i’m sorry.” he muttered.

What am I doing?

“Please go.” I said.

“Madilynn I didn’t mean it to end up like this-

“Go Mitch. You don’t-

“I don’t fucking get it Madi! You’re always backing away from me like I done something to you! There’s nothing to hide from me.” he yelled.

“Madilynn-

“Get. Away. From me!” I yelled.

“Madi please.”

I shook my head. I wanted Ryder.

“No. I don’t love you Mitch. I love Ryder.” I whispered.

His eyes watered. He walked out of the room.

“Mitch wait-

“I get it Madi. You want nothing to do with me.” he said walking out the door.

I closed my eyes tugging at my hair. I couldn’t take it anymore.

You fuck up everything Madi!  I cried and cried. There was only one answer I can think of. Cutting. I ran to the bathroom, grabbing my razer. I sat on the edge of the bathtub. I gently placed the razor onto my skin. Blood dripping onto the floor., I cried and cried. No one cares.

“Madi?” Max asked.

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