Just His Sister

Chapter Thirteen

"Harry listen I'm sorry, I feel terrible as it is! Please please forgive me." I caved into my brother as if I was the younger one. Before I could continue my cries, Harry began. "Why are you sorry?" Then he let out an obnoxious laugh before continuing. "Ashton left you? You didn't do anything wrong. He told me he had to go back with Calum and the other guys since management had a new song demand. If anything I should be telling you sorry, I knew you guys were getting along great."

Immediately I let out a sigh of relief. Even though I was beyond hurt about the falling out with Ashton I felt better since he didn't hate me enough to tell Harry what really happened between our "friendship."
Bringing me back to reality Harry was hugging me goodbye. "I'm still going to enjoy my break while I still can. So unless you need a babysitter I'm gone. Love you." Kissing my cheek I said bye to the person clueless that I unintentionally hurt them. Looking at the time it was 9 am so I decided to actually try and be happy today. Attempting to curl my hair, I finished and then applied makeup. For my eyes I needed heavy concealer since I had been crying nonstop. Finally satisfied with my look I headed to my closet. As soon as I opened it I saw a black hoodie. Pulling it off the hanger I turned it around and saw it's imprint. It was Ashton's. That's when I completely broke down... Hoping he would reply if I sent a text saying he forgot his favorite jacket here, I quickly regretted it.

To Ashton:

You forgot your hoodie here, I hope you're doing okay! :)

I even added a smiley face since I hoped he would think I was doing okay- if he cared. Getting a alert from Ashton a smile grew over my face.

From Ashton:

You can no longer send messages to this server. Please contact our network if you believe a mistake has occurred.

Sitting in my bed reading the message over and over again I knew he blocked me from all calls and text. I was stupid enough to think Ashton and I would get through this. I'm so stupid.

The first couple of days after Ashton and I's break up were the worst. I didn't leave my bed, unless I had to use the bathroom. Then I stopped eating and blocked out the little amount of people who wanted to contact me. I was done. As my break came closer to an end, I gave up on trying to get Ashton to text me back, call me, or even want to see me. Nevertheless, unblock me.

It's been nearly two months now and I still feel terrible. My mom has still decided to stay on vacation even though I'm going back to the university, but atleast she came to say goodbye. Harry and his band mates have gone back on tour, however Five Seconds of Summer was touring in my city currently. Fantastic. As I packed my last bag and headed towards my car I pulled my scarf closer too me. Being the end of the year it was obvious it was going to be freezing here. Finally, I began to head back to the campus where I should've stayed this whole break.

Turning the radio to a neutral volume I started to hear Ashton's voice. At first I thought I was going crazy. Looking around as I stopped at the light, I turned up the volume and heard his voice in the little part he had in this song of his band. I must've gotten really emotional about it because before I knew it horns were honking and cars were dashing by me to snap me back into reality.

Reaching the campus I grabbed all my luggage and went straight to my dorm. Unlocking the door, not sure if my roommate was here I soon got my answer. "GEMMM!" Blake immediately pulled me in for a hug making me drop all my belongings. Pulling away for air my closest friend screamed. "You are just in time, friend! There's a party tonight and guess who's going now?!"