In My Veins

5: All The You Rely On

Author's Note:

Welcome to Chapter 5.

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In My Veins

"Eve Polastri always thought that her first-time sex with Villanelle would be rough; it isn't. At all."

OR: Eve Polastri and Villanelle take a blood oath to each other.

A sort-of sequel to "Do You Like Elton John".

Some fighting, some crying, and then some hot, hot, hot, hotel room sex.

F/F. Eve/Villanelle. Killing Eve. Fanfiction. Rated E for Explicit.

Spoilers through KE-S03-E05-E06

Chapter 5: All That You Rely On

'All that you rely on- is that Villanelle will always want you, like this...' Eve thinks to herself.

At this point, nothing really surprises Eve Polastri. Especially not about Villanelle. Except maybe this.

Eve never expected it to be Villanelle to start crying the moment they reached the bedroom.

But Villanelle does.

And she can't seem to ever, ever stop.

"Hey, are you alright?" Eve asks, genuinely concerned, and also puzzled.

As per usual, Villanelle and Eve had gone from 0 to 100 in a few minutes, and she thought that Villanelle would be tearing off her clothes now as she led her into the bedroom.

But now, Villanelle is crying.

"What's wrong, is it me?" Eve asks her.

"It's not your fault, well, it sort of is, it's just..." Villanelle starts to stammer out.

"Do you want me to come closer?" Eve offers, not making any sudden movements.

"Yes," Villanelle says audibly.

Eve comes closer to Villanelle on the bed, but she doesn't touch her at all.

Villanelle starts to talk to her, she seems a bit relieved that Eve is not trying to snuggle or something, and she's not reaching for Eve this way, either.

It's a bit confounding- because usually, Villanelle is eternally greedy for Eve's affection.

But this time Villanelle says perfectly still.

"It's just, the last time we were in a bed together, you stabbed me," Villanelle finally admits why she's sobbing.

"Oh, right, I'm sorry about that, I really am," Eve apologizes profusely.

"I thought you were going to kiss me then. I told you I masturbated thinking about you. And you lied on the bed and I brushed your hair away from your eyes... And you leaned in..." Villanelle stammers.

Eve has never seen her this vulnerable before, not even right after she stabbed her.

This is different; Villanelle's emotional vulnerability is beyond most psychiatrists probably thought she would be capable of.

"Look, you mean everything to me, Eve. You're the one person I could never kill, even before you asked me not to in our blood oath, I could never kill you. And all that you rely on in your life is consistency, and all that I rely on is that you cared for me, and then you stabbed me..." Villanelle shudders, remembering it.