Thinking Aloud

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Can you hear my sounds?
Or am I just a blur,
I know I might be hard to hear..
I'm 6 feet under the earth

I admit I'm going insane
These scars are opening up
And I'm the one to blame...

I've been wondering lately
If God exists
Or is it just a shout in the void,
A thousand prayers lingering in the mist?

I've lost my place,
I've lost my voice
I'm losing everyone,
I was offered no other choice

Just like I'm in love with this boy
But we aren't even together
I can't be with him,
But he'll remain in my heart forever

And everyone's moving on,
But I'm stuck here
No one's afraid of the dark,
But that's my biggest fear

That's where my voices grow loud
And become uncontrollable
All I hear is a ringing sound,
How could I be so gullible?

I'm begging you to let me cut
I'm overwhelmed,
This world is too much

I'm dying now as I speak,
No one notices,
But I can feel my soul...
It's leaving me,
I feel so incomplete

I'd be happy,
To slit my wrists
But then also...I'd feel better,
If I could just give you one last kiss

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