Pt 39- I want to but I can't

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After all classes
You got everything you needed and headed to Mr. Polibio's office
For some reason I was nervous, I mean being in the same room as him makes me so anxious, especially how shit took a wrong turn, thanks to Dixie
It's a good thing I ain't in high school no more
I finally made it to the office and I was about to knock until I heard noises






M: Devyn, come on
D: No, I don't want to
M: Look it will only be for a couple of minutes
D: I don't trust you with her
M: Why?
D: Because I feel like something will happen
M: Devyn, ever since Sophie came, you have been so fucking stubborn
D: No shit Mattia, you talk about her all the time like if she was the love of your life
M: Look, she's just my favorite student
D: Probably because she fucking gave you head
M: Devyn!!She is just a student, you don't see me being stubborn because you're tutoring Danny
D: So you don't care if I be with Danny, if I make out with Danny, if I have sex with Danny, you're telling me you don't care
M: If you put it like that, I will but you're just jealous so stop with your fucking bullshit
D: I don't have time for this, I'm going, I'm already late to go tutor Danny
M: Okay, see you when I get home
D Yea whatever
She opens the door and sees you there
She gives you a fake smile and walked away
You looked at Mattia and gave him an awkward smile
M: Um come in
You nod and went inside and closed the door
You: So, what do I need to get settled in
M: Just the basics, you will have a test  later on in the week
You: Why?
M: Everyone who is new on the Master Level of each class will have a test
You: Oh
M: So you'll have to study a lot
You: Okay

30 minutes later

M: Well that's all
You: Alright, I'm going to go
You got up but he called out
M: Wait before you do
You: Yes
M: Why are you here
You: My mom wanted me to go here for some reason
M: I know why
You: Why?
M: A couple of days after I left, she called me. She told me that since you have been down ever since I left that she wanted you to come here, so you could see me
You: I knew it
You both laughed but he stopped and gave you a soft look
You looked at him and him gave him a weak smile
M: Did you miss me?
He said, walking closer to you
You: No
M: Don't lie
Holy shit, seeing him right in front me makes me just, ughhhhh
You: Fuck it
You kissed him and he kissed back
He picked you up and laid you on his desk
You were trying to take off his shirt but he stopped
You: What's wrong
M: I really want to do this, but I can't
You: Oh, then I should um
You scratched the back of your neck figuring out what to say
You: I should um just go, I don't want to embarrass myself even more
M: Sophie
You: No Mr. Polibio, I should just go leave and study
You grabbed your things and left



Mattia's POV
I swear, only if I wasn't with Devyn, I could've just continued with Sophie but I know Devyn
This happened when we began dating and I told her I had to tutor someone, she said okay

Flashback
M: So Steven, you just need to do this timeli-
He stopped once he heard pounding on the door
D: OPEN THIS  DOOR RIGHT NOW!!
M: Excuse me Steven
Ste: It's Alright
He opened the door and saw Devyn angry
Dev: Who the fuck are you tutoring
M: Why?
Dev: Because I can tell you will cheat on me, where is the bitch
Ste: Um, I can leave
Dev: Steven?!? I'm sorry
M: You can go
Once the guy left the room, Mattia looked at Devyn with a annoyed face
Dev: I'm sorry, I didn't know
M: Stop letting your jealousy take over
Dev: I'm sorry, I just think and poof, I'm mad
M: Well then stop thinking

End of flashback

I was only with Devyn to get my mind off Sophie but now that Sophie is here, Devyn isn't helping
I like Devyn but my feeling for Sophie never disappeared, well they did but she came back
She's different and when her mom told me about her being sad ever since I left, I just wanted to show her I'll be there for her, but now it's impossible with Devyn up my ass 24/7










So my fucking tutor had to call me today while I was trying to update and last chapter I didn't really show my full self so here we go

So my fucking tutor had to call me today while I was trying to update and last chapter I didn't really show my full self so here we go

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I know, I got under eyes😂😂but I don't sleep really

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