I'm sorry Ashy. I was wrong, I'm sorry I hurt you, I never meant to. virge_emo-nightmare
Sorry.
Burn me at the stake because maybe then I'll never screw it up again!
Burn me at the stake because I'll never be enough!
Go ahead and burn me at the stake because I'm already heading to Hell!
Go ahead and burn me to the ground because I'm already broken down!
I'm still a monster~
Still breaking all their hearts
I'm hurting all the loved ones,
I've ever had from the start
Don't try to stop me from my fall
I don't want to take you with me after it all!
Burn me at the stake because maybe then I'll never screw it up again!
Burn my at the stake because I'll never be enough!
Go ahead and burn me to the ground because I'm already broken down!
Go ahead~ Go ahead~ Burn me at the stake!
Go ahead~ Go ahead~ I'm already to be sent to Hell!
Because I'm already near the fire!
Can't tell the tears of sadness from the tears of smoke~
Can you see the funeral pyre?
The flames only roar higher, I deserve this, remember, and as I begin to choke-
I remind myself this is the price of all the hearts I broke!
I can't see through the flames or soot.
Spots dance through my vision as the smoke begins to thicken~
The words I've said- the opinions that wouldn't just stay put-
The things I've done were so abhorrent Ive been stricken
With the past!
I'm sorry for my last decisions,
I shouldn't have ever made you cry!
Yet now I've made us come to unwanted divisions.
I'm glad I got to say goodbye,
Because this is my last song tonight~
And I'm here to say I'm sorry for being such a bad guy,
I'm here to tell you that I'm gonna make it be alright!
I'm removing myself from the equation, because I was never meant to be anything but a villain~
I'm not the angel- I'm only a demon!
You can't hide the truth from me!
You can't say I'm wrong!
You can't tell me I'm not at fault!
Because we both know who's done it all.
I'm never again gonna make you cry!
Never again gonna hurt you inside!
Never will I break a heart!
I promise this after tonight~
Tonight is my last encore
My last wish was made in prison-
I asked for you to be happy, and forget about my existence-
Because I know that it hurts you.
I'm hoping you can live a life- full of love and appreciation!
I once thought that could come from me but I guess I was mistaken!
I'm trying to do the right thing in my last few moments!
Don't make me cry-
Please I can't start to have second thoughts about tonight~
You can't lose hope I promise it's gonna seem like nothing but a bad dream once you wake up in the light~
Just promise me you'll stay safe and do your best to stay alive for me-
I know you'll forget this all but I still can't help my selfish plea.
Now close your eyes and count to five,
I promise you'll still be alive.
Don't be sad for me, I'm not worth your tears or love!
Now it's gonna be okay don't mind the screams of pain you'll hear~
It's okay this is what I've brought upon myself, don't you fear!
I deserve all this burning pain, all the agonizing flames.
It's gonna be alright I promise after tonight, you'll never have to be in pain because of my foolish sight!
Don't cry for this demon!
Don't be sad for this monstrosity you see burning in front of the trees!
Don't be worried about the villain you see dying!
I'm not going to cause anyone else pain, leave me be-
I'm setting you free-
Burn me at the stake because maybe then l I'll never screw it up again!
Burn my at the stake because I'll never be enough!
Go ahead and burn me to the ground because I'm already broken down!
Go ahead~ Go ahead~ Burn me at the stake!
Go ahead~ Go ahead~ I'm already to be sent to Hell!
Because I'm already near the fire!
Can't tell the tears of sadness from the tears of smoke~
Can you see the funeral pyre?
The flames only roar higher, I deserve this, remember, and as I begin to choke-
I remind myself this is the price of all the hearts I broke!
Because I'm still a monster~
Still breaking all their hearts
I'm still hurting all the loved ones,
I've ever had from the start.....
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A Thousand Butterfly Wings
PoetryI have decided to put all of my writing (poetry, songs, essays, letters, rants, and notes) in this book so that no one tries to claim it as their own. I hope you all know this is chock full of triggers and/ or depression. This is a collection of poe...
