don't go -ksi x reader-

intro

Y/n POV:

I felt cold skin against my warm heated face a hand..everything felt numb and stingy everything came to me in a flash..I could see a light was in my face hot tears streamed down my cheeks I tried to speak but it was muffled and aired out
"Shhut up b-tch"grunted a man's voice I tried to struggle but I guess I was tied down help...is all I want next thing I knew there was banging
     -flashback-
I was at a ksi concert having a blast I knew every song I felt like a super fan what I'd do to be his friend or even be noticed by him that's when he made direct eye contact with me while rapping"I wanna see her dance in slow motion"I smiled so bright while dancing
After it was over I was going to approach him when someone drug me off placing a cloth over my mouth and that's when everything went cold and silent
-end flashback-
The banging got louder and louder until the door flew open only then did I look down to see my half naked body I was r*ped I cried more not carrying who was there until I felt his arms wrap around me and through me over his shoulder"I know this is scary and a bad way to Carry you but bare with me please"jjs voice was soft and scared he set me down on a bench untieing my hands and feet I instantly covered myself my arms and legs ached "why?.."is all I said hurt and soft spoken"what?"he asked
"Why did you come to find me?.."
He took his hoodie off handing it to me as I slipped it on he talked"I saw you were going to approach me then you disappeared I got worried because I care for my fans and I went to go find you when I heard crying I tried to open the door but it was jammed shut so I got some people to help and bust down the door I saw that guy and you and I didn't know what to think but to get you out"I was crying again listening to him speak"thank..you"I said wiping my tears"do you need a way home"I shook my head"no i can walk from here I just live down the block"he wouldn't budge"I insist please just to make sure or you can come back to the sidemen flat"I smiled"yea I live alone that'd be nice if you don't mind I don't wanna be a burden or anything"he stood up offering his hand I took it and we walked out to see cops arresting the man I sighed"never thought that's how I'd lose my v-card"I giggled softly he frowned"I'm so sorry that happened"I nodded to say thanks and we finally made it to his car he opened the door for me I got in and buckled up and he then got in and buckled up soon driving away from the area and to the sidemen house
When we finally arrived we got out and headed to the front door"are you sure this is okay the guys won't mind right?"he nodded"it's alright I promise"his voice was so reassuring I smiled and we walked in he led me to the kitchen"hungry?"I nodded and sat down putting the sleeves of the hoodie up to my face his scent was strong cologne and him I smiled I heard someone walking I got scared my eyes widened JJ noticed"it's alright it's just Simon"I calmed myself "hey person"I smiled"hi I'm y/n..uhh a friend of JJs you could say"JJ smiled and nodded while making sandwiches" JJs never mentioned you"Simon seemed to be suspicious"she's a girl I met today"Simon sighed"a stranger lemme guess a bar or wait the store"I frowned "no Simon my concert"I lost my apatite even tho Simon doesn't know it just hurt"JJ I'm no longer hungry can you put it in the fridge I'll be outback"with that I went past Simon and outside