jjba x reader one shots

Jotaro x reader - Alone

(Y/n)

You walked through the bleak streets of Tokyo, the rain pouring down on your figure. 'What am I doing here? What is my purpose?' Some cars passed by, splashing little bits of water on your already drenched form. You could see the silhouettes of girls and boys together, safely inside their houses, laughing, getting comfy, being a family. 'I wonder what that's really like.' 

The rain continued to pour, the clouds blocking out the sun. This weather was you. You had always been so happy growing up. Your family had always been there for you, you had friends who cared, you were happy. That time was over now. Your friends had become boy obsessed, your family no longer had love for you. The only thing they loved was beer. Beer, sex, and who knows what else. You had stopped caring by now.

A small breeze flew around you, a chill running down your spine. A bus stop came into view and you considered just leaving the city. 'It would probably be more worthwhile.' But you passed it by. Your mind and body were on a different mission. 'It's not like anyone would care that I'd be gone. All I've ever done was cause problems.' 

You looked to the side to see his house. He was looking out the window at that very moment. You looked away, knowing it was hopeless to even think he would care. 'He doesn't like me anyway. I should just forget about him. I'll be forgotten in no time.' Some girls from your school were passing by, all of them under their own umbrellas. They saw me and snickered, "You'll never amount to anything." They were right.

 You kept walking and soon found yourself in the city, right in front of a tall building. Heading laughter, you turned around and saw a little girl smiling with her mother and father holding her hands. 'She looks so happy.' I walked into the building, dripping with rainwater. 'What does it mean to be truly happy?' You began to walk up the stairs, seeming invisible to everyone coming down. 

Passing first floor

'Does it mean your heart is light? That you know people love you? That people truly care? Is that happiness?' 

Passing second floor

'Or is it a feeling of gratitude. For those who you love? For people you care about?'

Passing third floor

'Is true happiness even real? If seems to be known only to children and those pure of heart.'

Passing fourth floor

'Good emotions are only known to those who can make themselves smile. Who's rain clouds can pass on. My rain clouds have blocked out my sun for too long. I can't live like this. Where's my happy ending?'

Passing fifth floor

'I think I understand now. Happiness can only be for those who are given love, and hope, and other such things. Things I can never have. Things that were taken away. Yes. That is what happiness is.' 

Entering Roof Top

You walk out onto the slippery rooftops. There was no trace of the sun, and there didn't seem to be an end to the rain. You walked to the edge. There was a crowd below you, all of them so unexpecting. The colorful umbrellas that shielded the people from the rain were sullied by the bleak sky. 

'This is my ending.'

You let yourself fall, and closed your eyes. Time seemed to slow down and you could almost feel the angels carrying your spirit away as you drifted into an endless slumber. 

CRACK 

The day of your funeral came, but your parents didn't. The only people who showed up were the priest and a certain raven haired boy. He placed (f/f) on the top of your grave, who looked with sorrow at your headstone.

"You were never alone, (Y/n). I wish I could've told you that."

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I was feeling a bit sad today, so I wrote this. Sorry if you were expecting the next part of 'Sibling Rivalry'. I'll work on that next. I promise.