Yoongi 🌸

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Third person POV:

It was a rainy day in Seoul.

The smell of the wet mud seeping through the windows.

And there in a house was Y/N, who was preparing herself a hot chocolate.

She was waiting for her boyfriend Min Yoongi aka Suga of the world famous boyband Bangtan Sonyeondan.

As she was sitting in the couch watching kdramas the door slammed open revealing Yoongi.

Y/N's POV:

The door was slammed open and there was my Yoongi bear

"Hi baby!! How was the practice??"

"As usual"

Yoongi is usually cold but today his voice felt extra cold ( idk what this means 😂)

"Oh.. okay !! Well do you want hot chocolate?? It's cold right so I thou--"

Yoongi cut her off sharply

"Can you please stay quiet Y/N !! UGH you're so noisy!!"

Saying this he stormed his way to their bedroom.

But what did I even do...?

Third person POV :

Even though yoongi's harshness and coldness hurt Y/N , she understood that it was just him being stressed.

Y/N was deep in her thinking of ways to calm Yoongi down since he is pretty much cold and it's hard to make him smile specially since he is stressed.

She was so engrossed into her thoughts that she didn't notice Yoongi entering the kitchen

Yoongi's POV:

I entered the kitchen to find something to eat but he didn't find anything

"Y/N , where is the dinner?"

Y/N flinched a bit since she didn't notice me earlier

"Oh I didn't make it yet baby I was thinking of asking you wha--"

"Just admit it Y/N you are lazy as fuck. I come home tired and what do you do ? Lounge around the couch watching random kdramas. Oh god you are so useless Y/N!! When are you gonna change? Oh yeah you never will !! I wonder why I decided to date you. Even Hyuna was better than you, atleast she knew to take care of me !!!"

I immediately took my coat from the hanger and stormed out .

"I'm going to the dorms. Atleast Jin Hyung will make me some food otherwise you will starve me to death with your laziness"

Third person POV:

Yoongi didn't even spare a glance at Y/N who stood there speechless, with teary eyes

She was shocked at Yoongi's behavior.

He had never compared her to anyone and now he is comparing her to his cheating ex Hyuna

Y/N's POV:

What did I even do to make him this angry? This angry to compare me to his ex... who cheated on him....

Am I that useless? Am I not worth him? Maybe he is right

I am just a lazy bitch of no use. I am not good enough for him

If he doesn't want me.... I won't be with him anymore

I immediately decided to leave.
I took a pen and a paper and wrote a small goodbye letter

Yoongi's POV :

As soon as I reached the dorms I felt a flush of guilt run through me

I felt bad for releasing my anger and stress on Y/N. The new producer of bighit has been bugging me since day one and on top of that our comeback was near. All of this caused me to stress too much and take out my anger on Y/N

"Hyung? What are you doing here? You were going to Y/N right?"

"I made a big mistake jimin. I hurt Y/N real bad. I not only called her lazy and useless but also I compared her to Hyuna!!!"

"Hyuna...your ex who cheated on you!!??"

"Yes jimin!! What do I do now??"

"Go to her hyung !! Have a talk with her. What you have done is something unacceptable and you need to apologize so go!!!"

"You're right... I should apologise."

I immediately went got out of the dorm and went to Y/N's house.....

To find it empty.....

No.... NO she can't leave right !!

"Y/N baby!!! Where are you?? I am sorry!!!"

I searched the entire house.....she was nowhere to be found.

I felt guilt , anger , sadness and what not. It was my fault !!

That's when I saw a note on top of the table

I opened it and it read :

"My Yoongi bear, I love you so much , literally the most.
But what you said is absolutely true...I am a lazy bitch, I'm useless and not worth you and that's why I have decided to go away from you.
This is really hard for me, to stay away from you, but after what all I heard from you, it's hard to forget all of it so fastly nor can I stay with a person who thinks of me like that.

And after all I've heard my mom say that people speak the truth when they are angry and I think that pretty much shows what you truly think of me

I really hope you find someone that's up to you're expectations and definitely not like me

Goodbye Min Yoongi."

As I finished reading the letter I broke down in tears

All of this happened because of me if only I hadn't said all those things

I can't live without you Y/N!!!!

I shouted but obviously she isn't there
to hear me

I wish I could go back....I wish I could take back my words and have the love of my life back into my arms

I wish

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The end❤
Thank you so much for reading till the end I hope you enjoyed the story and many more are going to be added to this oneshot book!!! If you liked it please comment !! Borahae Army💜💜

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