Park Jimin Imagines

r | my diana

very first request uwu
this is for siyana2701 ❤
i also hope you guys enjoy this one!
little warning though: this imagine will be discussing several sensitive topics (depression, anxiety, self harm)
R/C - Random Country
R/A - Random Address
Y/F/F - Your Favorite Flower

"you're the one who makes me smile, the one who keeps me happy.
therefore, i could never imagine a life without thee."

Author's POV

"Let's end this..."

Jimin's world shattered as soon as he heard the words he dreaded to hear, especially from you. What had he done? Had he hurt you? Made you uncomfortable? Or was he just not good enough for you? There were so many of it: the thoughts, the insecurities. All was showing at once.

He had just gotten home after two whole years of touring the whole world, performing for the fans, and investing to different companies. But even if you were separated for that long, Jimin always remembered to text you and facetime you; yet now, he didn't get why.

He looked at you, both sadness and in confusion. You stood in front of him, a luggage and bag in hand:

"Wh-why?" Jimin's voice cracked, and you immediately closed your eyes, feeling the tears build its way up to you

"People have been speculating about you dating a 'normal' person, as they address it" You spat to him

"Every single day there won't be a time where I'd receive hate comments, traumatizing pictures, and even death threats! They keep on bashing on me; saying that I was never good enough and will never be for you" You continued on

"Many of them are even saying that I was only a fling, which is why you never introduced me to the public. They kept saying that I was just a toy you kept, that you just pity me, hence to why you dated me" And even though you hated it, tears slowly streamed down your face

"I thought that maybe, maybe I really was just a toy, that I was just a fling they described. You never defended me, did you even knew about it?! Did you know how hurt I was? Did you know that everytime I try to hurt myself because their words kept giving me nightmares and insecurities?" You sobbed, looking straight into his eyes

"No..." He croaked out, looking down in shame

You exhaled, a small painful smile making its way up to your face. The tears still continuously pouring down your beautiful features:

"I thought relationships are also about taking risks, and losing literally everything for the ones they love; even if it hurt them. I can't even go out of this house without people throwing insults at me, giving me death glares, the paparazzi following me, or even hurting me; physically" You further explained, removing the stains of your tears

"Jimin, I still love you, I really do. But I just can't do this anymore. Every time, I tried- I tried to protect us, I pleaded them to stop; but the more I did so, the more they'd attack me. And I can't live like that, I never intended nor wished to have a life like this" You said as he looks at you, eyebrows furrowed

"But you knew, you knew this was going to happen as soon as you said yes to me" He retorts, and you looked at him in disbelief, a tear falling down, wrong answer

"So it's my fault that I loved you?" You asked him, and he soon realizes his mistake

"No it's not like tha-" You cut him off

"But it sure looks like it is!" Jimin was shocked, he never heard you shout before. But could he blame you?

"You're an idol, Jimin; a popular, world sensational, superstar. You have many dreams to turn into reality, you have many opportunities to open and discover, you have many goals to achieve. I don't want to get in the way of you doing so" You say, walking to him, and placing a palm onto his cheek