Chapter 53

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After we finally calmed down and realized we were being idiots, ruel went to the bathroom.

Which gave me time to think about what I was going to say.

okay okay okay

I just have to think about this

First of all, if he doesn't say anything, I won't say anything and we will just live our separate lives and life will go on.

But if he does say something about this situation, I would say.....

Ummm

Shit

Okay okay okay

Stay calm Nica

EVERYONE STAY FUCKING CALM

God ur such an idiot

Okay I'm wasting TIME

Time

Okay okay

So

I'll just tell him the truth

I mean what would I even lie about?

Okay okay okay

Umm

So I'll just be like...

Ummm

"You know how it be sometimes"

No that's stupid

I just have to explain myself

And my thoughts

Okay good job Nica

Calm

I am calm

I'm totally calm

Ugh I don't want him to gooooo

But it has to be done

And I think we both know that

Someone has to say it

I have to say it

Okay okay

Just don't cry Nica

Don't be little bitch about it

Okay okay okay

Dont be stupid

Just.... say what you have to say

Okay?

Okay

Fuck

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A/n
Ahhh sorry I haven't updated in a bit!!

And sorry this chapter kinda sucks

Anyways, thanks for reading!!

:)xx

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