Since forever

Part 10

It has been days now that I haven't seen of heard from Donna. I miss her so. I've been trying to live my life but I just can't without me. Rachel would come by to pick up Michelle.
I heard someone knocking at the door.

Harvey : "Hey Rachel"

Rachel : " Hey Harvey, how are you?"

Harvey : " I'm fine"

Rachel : " Well, is Michelle ready?"

Harvey : " Yeah she's taking her stuff"

There was a moment of silence.

Harvey : " Rachel, I just need to know how is Donna"

Rachel : " She's suffering Harvey"

Harvey : " Can you please tell her to come home?"

Rachel : "You know how she is, Harvey. she doesn't wanna hear anything."

Harvey : " Please, Rachel..."

Rachel : " Okay, I'll try."

Michelle : " Hey auntie, I'm ready to go!!!"

Rachel : " Great now say bye to daddy so we can go now!"

Michelle : " Bye daddy, I promise you I'm coming back with mommy! I love you!"

Harvey : "I love you too my princess"

Michelle left with Rachel. What she said to me before leaving was all I could think about " I promise you I'm coming back with mommy".
That's all I'm wishing right now. I hope Donna will come back to me.

Few hours later ...
Donna POV
I had a really good time. I got to spend some time with Michelle. I missed her so. It breaks me to put her though this but I really needed to stay away from Harvey for a while.

Michelle : "Mommy?"

Donna : "Yes darling"

Michelle : "I promised daddy you will come back home with me today. We miss you, I miss you so much mommy. Daddy seems really lost lately and I think he needs your help. Can you help him pleaseeeee???"

Donna : "Don't worry babygirl, I'll come back so and I'll see what I can do to help your dad"

Rachel enters the room and I understood directly that she wanted to talk.

Rachel : " Hey Lily, go downstairs uncle Mike is waiting for you, you're going to eat some ice cream with Eliza and him!"

Michelle : " Oh yeahhh!! Bye mom"

Michelle left the room to go have some fun with Mike. Rachel comes in and sit next to me.

Rachel : "Donna we need to talk"

Donna : "Harvey?"

Rachel : "Yeah..."

Donna : " Look Rachel I d-"

Rachel : " Donna Harvey isn't doing great. I never saw him like this. He's suffering"

Donna : " he's not the only one suffering here, he's the reason why we are like this right now."

Rachel : " I know Donna but when I came to pick up Michelle, he opened the door and I could see by the look on his face he thought it was you who was coming back to him. Michelle told him that she promise to make you come back home. I'm not sending you home, Donna. You can always stay here whenever you want, it's your house too. But it's time to at least give him a chance of explanation. "

Donna : " But Rachel, he cheated on me!"

Rachel : "I don't of he cheated on you because he said Scottie was the one who kissed him and by the way the story ends it's you who ran away before him saying him yelling at Scottie to stop."

Donna : " Pfff..."

Rachel : " You love Harvey, Donna. It's not like you're gonna divorce because you love him and you love the family you have. So at least if you wanna divorce him give him the chance to talk and you can always come here if you still need time."

Donna : " I'll go talk to him."

I was getting ready to go see Harvey. I didn't wanna see him but I miss him and I love him. I decided to give him a chance at least to talk to him. I took a cab and went home. As soon as I arrived home. I enter and go look for him. I didn't see him in our bedroom neither in his office or living room. Then I saw that the door of my office went open. I saw him laying on my chair sleeping with my favourite blanket. It did something to me. Harvey sleeping with my favourite blanket. I didn't want to wake him up but it was to late.

Harvey : " Donna? Is that you?"

Donna : " Hey Harvey ..."

Harvey : " You came back?" he said and I could see the emotions in his eyes.

Donna : " I came here because I decided I should let you get the chance to explain what really happend."

Harvey : " Look Donna, before the kiss happened she asked me if I loved you and I said that I really love you more than words can express and that you're everything to me. She said that If she loves me she need to let me live my life so we can both move on and before I knew she kissed me and I immediately stopped her but it seems like you didn't see it."

Donna : " Wow, Harvey. I don't know what to say."

Harvey : " Donna, I would never do something that has been the cause of my trauma in the past and cheating on you is inhuman."

Donna : " Okay, you didn't kiss her back you understand how it feels, it felt like my world was falling apart, Harvey. "

Harvey : " Donna get that in your head, cheating on you will never happen. You know I love you. Our family means everything to me."

Donna : " I love you too, Harvey. I'm sorry I didn't gave you the chance to let you explain and I'm sorry for the panic attacks. It seems like you're having panic attacks whenever there's something going on between us."

Harvey : " I get panic attacks when something happen that scares me the most and it happen to be you leaving me. I'm really scared that you'll leave Donna. I could literally die."

Donna : " You just can't leave without me, can't you?"

Harvey : " Indeed, I can't."

Donna : " Well, than you don't have to worry because you're stuck with me forever till my death."

Harvey : " Being stuck with you forever is all I want."

They reconcilated and before they knew they had there moment. They enjoyed every second of it. Every kiss they shared was as magic as words could express and they fell asleep in each other arms.