I am quiet.
I am shy.
But,
I am also brave.
I like challenges.
I like to try new ones.
But,
I am also timid.
I am closed.
Maybe,
People see that I'm fine.
But,
They aren't.
I am only a human who can cry.
I also need someone.
But,
I'm afraid they think I'm weak.
I physically smile.
But,
My heart cried.
I am indeed here.
But,
My mind is not here.
I am indeed in a crowd.
But,
I feel alone.
Because,
In my life no one knows me well.
If only they knew how heavy the burden of my mind was.
How much weight to cover all these wounds.
I chose to keep this to myself.
Because,
I knew I was not considered there.
My life that looks happy only from the physical, not from my feelings.
I am a coward.
I want to give up but I am afraid I will choose the wrong step.
I want to ask but I don't know who.
I'm too pathetic.
I can only cry accompanied by the cold night.
I do not have anyone who wants to understand me.
They don't know how deep the old wound that I kept.
I am tired.
To whom do I complain in this world, Lord?
Please send someone who cares about me.
I have no one.
I only have you my place to complain.
I don't want to be like this
But,
My destiny is like this.
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