"Fuck" i whisper under my breath.
In my shaky hands, i hold my third pregnancy test. I feel tears well up in my eyes, and then roll down my cheeks.
Don't get me wrong. I love kids, and Ethan and i want some.
But I'm 19, and hes 20.
We're so young. I am so happy, but I'm also nervous, scared.
What will he say? Will he be mad? Will he leave?
As these thoughts race in my mind, i feel more, and more tears cascade down my cheeks. Ethan is currently with Grayson filming a video.
Why does he have to be out now? At this time?
I'm frantic, and pacing my living room with all three tests in hand.
I think, no i know i should call someone, but who?
I cant call Ethan i need to tell him in person. I cant call Grayson. I cant call my parents because their on vacation.
I hear my phone ringing snapping me out of my thoughts. My head snaps towards my phone, and i see Ethan's contact.
"Fuck" i exclaim.
I quickly answer and i hear his voice.
"Hey bub" he says.
"Hi love" i say, trying my hardest to hide the shakiness in my voice. But apparently I didn't do to good of a job.
"Whats wrong y/n?" He asks with a worried tone of voice.
"Oh nothing" I replied shakiness slipping into my voice again.
"Ok bub i just called to tell you I'm coming home in like 5 minutes"
My face falls and i hang up without even thinking.
Fuck what is he going to do? If i thought i was nervous earlier, that's nothing compared to this.
I sit on the couch and take deep breaths.
After I've calmed my nerves a bit, i hide the tests under a pillow, and wait.
Waiting is the hardest part. The silence is almost deafening. I can feel my heart beating a mile a minute.
I then hear the door knob jiggle, and I frantically whip my stray tears.
He walks in with a smile, and bags of food in his hands. When i see his face, my nerves instantly calmed. I realized he would never leave.
But what if he tells me to put the baby up for adoption, or what if-
"Bub, Whats wrong?" He asks. He sits next to me and i give him a small smile.
" i need to tell you something" i say. His face drops.
"Whats wrong?" he asks.
i pull the test out, and take a deep breath.
"I'm pregnant" i blurt out. He freezes. I feel tears start to roll down my cheeks.
He's mad. Or scared.
"Pleases say something" i say my voice cracking. He looks up and cups my cheek.
"Bub don't cry." He says. I then see tears prick his eyes. He smiles and takes the test in his hands. "I'm gonna be a dad" he whispers.
"I'm gonna be a dad!" He says louder and smiles the biggest hes ever smiled. A wave of relief washes over me, and i giggle. "Your going to be the best dad" i say pecking his lips.
"Your going to be the best mom ever" he replies.
From that day on, i always knew that Ethan would always love me.
No matter what.
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