Letters Of A Lost Love

Forever and Always

Dear Bianca,

I can't do this. I just can't. I see you everywhere being happy, laughing. Sometimes when you think I'm not there you are not laughing, not happy.

I must tell you, neither am I.

I am absolutely and utterly miserable, you must be glad to know I haven't even been able to look at another girl now that I don't have your friendship to force me into consistent check ups. Without you to keep me safe. Make me smile. Bring me hot chocolate.

I took you for granted and was angry when you called me out on it. I should never have said I don't rate our friendship, I do. And much as I appreciate my boys, you are as much one of us now as I am.

I will grovel as much as I have to, but I will win you back.

Yours forever and always, Sirius Black