I didn't plan for all of this to happen,
It started with one cut then turned into so much more.
It's all just a little secret ,
a way I can control my pain.
People don't get that saying it's going to be okay, doesnt help.
Because when you believe there is hope,
It hurts you even more when you fall back down.
Do you understand that I've been through so much pain,
I had to harm myself so I wouldn't feel it?
Then got addicted to the numbness and pain.
Please don't underestimate the pain I've been through,
And say it's just a phase of self hate,
Don't you dare say that.
You can only say something about self harm,
When you've stared the devil himself straight in the eye,
And have him tell you to keep going,
That you're one step closer to happiness,
You can only say something about it when you've been in our shoes,
And when you've become friends with the demons inside your head.
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Self harmers point of view
RandomSo this is just some things we as self harmers go through everyday. What it feels like sometimes... I'm also going to write about some other issues I have (social anxiety, drug addiction, and other things) this is just my life that il one writing ab...