Tae:Jungkookie can u help me tell the hyungs that I'm out with bogum hyung?
Jungkook:Yea sure but why are u out with bogum hyung?
Tae:Oh I'm on a date with hyung!! He confessed to Mee!!
Jungkook:w-what? He confessed to y-you??
Tae:Yep can u believe that!!!
Jungkook:Oh I'm so happy for u both!yay.........
Tae :kook I can tell u clearly unhappy but can u at least be happy for me!I FINALLY GOT A BOYFRIEND AND UR HERE SULKING UR ASS OFF!
Jungkook :H-hyung I didn't mean to I mean I'm really happy for both of u but I'm just .......
Tae:ugh whatever talking to u is useless🙄
Jungkook:I'm sorry hyung I didn't mean to ruin ur mood go back to your date please I don't wanna ruin it.
Tae:u already ruined it what do u mean?? U made me lose my appetite
Jungkook:I'm sorry hyung ....Tae:whatever🙄
Jungkook and jin
Jungkook:H-hyung
Jin:Yes kookie?
Jungkook:hyung....uk about me liking Tae right?
Jin:yea what's wrong?
Jungkook:yea he told me to tell u guys that he went out and I asked him why and...
Jin:and??
Jungkook:he told me that he was on a date with bogum hyung.... aft that I just replied and he could tell that I was sad and he got angry and started to yell at me and said that I was useless to talk to...
Jin:omg kookie..... I'm so sorry to hear that... I could go talk to him of u wan
Jungkook:it's ok hyung....but can I know smth?am I annoying and a useless person to talk to?
Jin:WHAT?!Jungkook....please don't think like that...don't go back to that state of mind pls kookie...for me at least?
Jungkook:I'll try Jin hyung I'll try my best but that doesn't mean I won't go back thr..
Jungkook's offline
Jungkook pov offline(triggering
I sighed and put my phone down. I layed on the bed thinking " am I not good enough? Am I useless to talk to? Am I boring? Am I fat? Am I ugly?" The thoughts couldn't stop. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom,I opened the cabinet and saw my stress reliever. The razor. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐨𝐫. 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 me , I slowly raised the razor , and let it cut my wrist . I just stood there crying and cutting my wrists multiple times to make myself feel better .Once jungkook was done , he cleaned up and wrapped his wrist with a white cloth , just hopping he could disappear at this moment . Jungkook then threw himself on the bed and slowly cried himself to sleep not noticing that someone was watching him suffer all alone .
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