~ Not really for anybody ~
I'm lost to myself
My body is not connected with my brain. When I'm sad it's not because I, Myself am sad just my body just goes into that mode
I don't understand how I can be so lost to a person I've been trying to find. My sexuality was only a stepping stone to the bigger picture. I can change personalities or traits about myself like everything was just an act. Idk what to say I guess I' to young to understand but I know too much to not want to.
