only you || soolia

Chapter 06

Chapter 06: Truth

Lia's POV

I'm sorry, Soobin...

I didn't really want to leave you...

But, I needed too.

So you can be free, to love and never be stuck against me.

So you will have your freedom again.

I know it's a selfish and dumb decision.

But, for you, I'm okay to take it.

It's because, I have kidney cancer.

And it's already stage 4.

We're too late, to even try to treat it.

So, I made one of the biggest mistakes in my life.

And that was leaving you alone, making you feel like as if you're alone in the world.

Trust me, I didn't want to, I was forced because the doctor said, that I don't have much time to live.

So, I asked my best friend to pretend to kiss, purposely in front of you.

So, you would be a bit mad at me.

And that you would let go of me.

But, I was wrong.

You did leave me with my friend.

But, after a few days, you talked to me trying to clear the misunderstanding up.

But, that didn't stop.

You didn't want to believe all the things, I said to you.

So, I said that, the reason was just "petty".

That you're boring.

That we were a bet, that me and my friend betted on.

I was literally putting up a face against you.

I may look, ruthless, and tough outside.

But, in the inside, it's the opposite.

I was feeling a lot of emotions.

I feel like all my emotions mixed, and let me tell you, I didn't like one bit of it.

Because, to me.

It was all new. I haven't felt that in a very long time.

The very first time was, when you said, you were going to court me.

And that was also the last time.

Or so, I thought.

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This is a trial by error book.
Because, I haven't really written any sad story ff, so forgive me for my very ugly ending. But, I just want to try this kind of ff, or books as not many authors write this kind of stuff.