help me(jikook)

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Jungkooks pov

We arrive back at the dorm and we all climb out the cars.
We walk inside, jin-hyung looks at me "hey Kookie wanna help me make some food?" I shake my head "no thanks hyung....I'm just gonna go get some rest... sorry"

He tilts his head "what about your food? You didn't have any breakfast or lunch today....you need to eat"
I nod "I ate while you were all changing....don't worry hyung I'm alright....I'm just not hungry....I'll eat loads tomorrow I promise"

He sighs "you said that two weeks ago jungkook....you need to eat" I shake my head "I'm not hungry hyung.... goodnight" I bow to them all and walk to my room.... luckily I have my own room whereas jimin-hyung and Hoseok-hyung share, Jin-hyung and yoongi-hyung share....and then taehyung and Namjoon-hyung share as well....

I close and lock my bedroom door and slide down it bringing my knees to my chest..
I haven't eaten in weeks....well....not properly anyways....in interviews they sometimes give us snacks and obviously I eat it because I don't want army's thinking I'm rude or anything.....
But when I eat....I feel so sick

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Jimins pov

I sigh and walk to jin-hyung who was in the kitchen "hyung.....don't you think jungkook seems off lately?" Jin-hyung sighs and nods "I guess....but he's always been distant...."
I nod "but he's even more distant now.... normally we get closer to one another....but he pushes us away"

Jin-hyung nods again "that's true....I mean....at first not all of us got on at all...but all of us are close now....but like namjoon said.... he'll come to us if he needs help" I shake my head "I don't believe that...."

Jin looks at me "why not?" I shrug "just join the Dots hyung.....he is stubborn....in Run episodes whenever we have to do things as a team....he'd rather do it alone....he barley ever asks for help....tell me hyung....when was the last time he asked for help?"

Jin shrugs "I uh.......I think it was when be needed help with- actually I offered to do that......oh.....now I think about it.... he's never asked" I nod "exactly! And he's also very stubborn...."

Namjoon-hyung walks in "who's stubborn?" I look at him "jungkook" he sighs "going on about this again jimin? Im sure he's fine....all of us have our bad days...." I nod "I know that but he-" namjoon shakes his head "that's enough jimin......if he needs our help he will ask....we should bombard him with questions since it's his life and Im sure he as a reasonable reason for acting like this"

Jin sighs "but Joon....he isn't even eating anything....I haven't seen him eat properly in two weeks" namjoon sighs "I'll try and talk to him.....but after that we leave him alone.... he'll talk when he's ready.... understand me jimin?"
I sigh and nod "yes hyung...."

He walks out. I cross my arms and huff "but what if he needs help hyung?" Jin sighs "we can't just assume he needs help because he Looks sad jimin....he might look sad but that might just be how he is....just like how Hobi is always smiling....maybe Joon is right....we shouldn't assume things about him....maybe he's okay"

I walk out the kitchen and to mine and Hobi's room. I walk past Jungkooks room and put my ear to the door to hear mumbling....I can't make out what he is saying but it doesn't sound like nice things.

I sigh and walk to mine and Hobi's room. I walk in to see yoongi and hobi led on his bed. Yoongi Huff's "still worrying about the maknae?" I nod "yeah.... he's always been distant.....but it's like he's getting further and further away....I feel like he needs my help"

Hobi sighs "jimin...we know you want to help....but maybe what jungkook needs is time alone....maybe he's overwhelmed....we can't assume things jimin.....give him time....."
Yoongi sits up "look....if he gets more distant during this week then we'll go talk to him....all of us alright? But for now....let's let him be"

I sigh and nod "alright....."
Maybe theyre right....maybe I am just overthinking....everyone does have bad days....maybes he's just overwhelmed by everything....maybe.....
I just wish I could read what he's thinking so I could help him....