All About Moi!!

Definitely

Yeah sure
I'm the one doing this
I chose to be fucking miserable
Yeah definitely
I chose to be lied to all the fucking time
I chose to be hurt all the fucking time
I chose to be unappreciated
I chose to be cheated on
I chose to be tortured every damn day
Yeah I'm doing this, this is all me, yeah?
But what I did choose to do is be strong for everyone else but my damn self
I did choose to give people what I never had
I did choose to put all my strength towards other people well being
And what did it lead to?
Me falling apart, I can't fucking take that shit nomore
No normal human can (nor are the supposed to) handle so much shit
I just fucking can't
It's always "oh yeah ik exactly what you're going through"
"Yeah I've been there"
But no, you fucking don't, I'm not saying you've never been hurt but it's not my fucking hurt
It's always "wait it out, it'll get better"
I've been waiting it out for 5 fucking years, on the same shit, and it got worse
"Oh think about your future"
For what? I don't fucking want to
I hate everything
I honestly cannot find happiness in anything
Aren't these suppose to be the fucking golden years?
I'm spending mine fucking hurting
"Oh just ignore them"
Funniest one yet
Really? Are you shitting me? That just goes to show how easy you fucking have it, you can just forget
I am incapable of such a thing and everything that's ever happened to me is eating away at me day by day
I don't ignore
I fucking can't
I don't have it in me
So I'm finished
Over with
Done
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