CLS#3 Once again, we fall

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Hazel

I picked up my phone and called my aunt who is in England. Not my father's sister but someone who had also taken care of me when I always used to be over there. I could hear that the ring was going. After few more rings she picked up the call.

"Hello Aunt." I said while my heart was heavy and wanted to hear only his voice.

"Hey Hazel. How are you?" I asked her.

"I am fine and how are you?" I asked her.

"I am good just having the usual back paining." She said.

"You should take care of yourself." I said.

"I always do. I heard from your mom that you are out of country." She said.

"I am not out of country. I am at Harry's house. I didn't wanted to scare my mom by saying that I am going to stay with my boss. She would be tensed and please don't tell her anything." I said.

"Okay I won't be telling her anything." She said and I smiled. "But what are you doing in Harry's house. Didn't you broke up with him?" She asked.

"I did but he is our new boss of our company. So he wanted me to accompany him in some works so here I am here in his house." I said.

"So when are you planning to go back to your mom?" She asked and I sighed.

"I don't know. I literally don't know." I said and she sighed.

"I don't know why God had given you so much pain. You dad is not with you and now you are in big trouble and you got the ray of hope and you neglected it. Till when all this continue with you? Doesn't God show any mercy on you. Can't he see that behind this smiling face a very hurt girl is present." She said.

"I am believe that God knows all the thing it is just he is taking my test and want to see till when I can carry this. I believe that soon my suffering will end and I will get what I have longed for and that is happy family with Harry." I said. I could feel that she must be smiling on the other side of the phone.

"I don't know how but you still are positive. Try to be like this only. I know you will soon find the way." She said.

"I will remain positive." I said and suddenly I heard someone crying and my heart is filled with all the emotions in one go. I was craving right now to hear those cry more.

"How.....how is he?" I asked her. My emotions overwhelmed that I couldn't help but shutter and soon I realized that I was crying by now and those were happiness tears.

"He is alright and I think he want to see you." She said and I closed my eyes and let the happiness take over me.

"Tell him I will come back soon." I said.

"I will be glad when you come soon. And you are at Harry's house then why don't you tell him all the truth." She said and I felt that I was out of words. I don't know how I will be able to tell him all the truth. Will he believe me when I will tell him everything? I don't think so because he hate me and I was the person who had broken him to the core and I really know that if I will try to fix our relationship then for that I want him to trust me.

"You there?" I heard my aunt.

"I am." I said.

"So when are you planning to tell him?" She asked.

"The day when his hatred will decrease for me." I said

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"He hates me. He hates me from all his heart and he is having all the right to hate him. When a person trust broke on someone than other should not expect that they will listen to you once again. I had done the same mistake along with the trust I have broken his heart. I don't think that when I will tell him the truth than he would believe me because I have not left the reason for him to trust over me." I said and she sighed.

"Try to talk with him. If he don't come to know about this then it will create more problem." She said.

"I know but who will tell him that whatever I had done was for his safety only." I said.

"I really can't push you. You do whatever you want to do but believe me when he will come to know the truth by himself than it won't be good for you." She said and hung up.

No doubt that she was telling the truth. There are many things which I have kept inside my heart and let them make my heart more bleed. I really want to disclose my secret and want to tell him whole truth and want ti spend ahead time in happiness and want to be with him in high and low. But I know that all the things are messed up or I must say destroyed by me. I did have the chance but I let it go. I wiped the tear and made a decision that till I can take this pain I will take it but by saying the truth I can't risk your life. Just few days or and then I will tell you everything means everything. There would be no more secrets between us. And nobody will be between us.