The wind brushed across my face as I opened my eyes, but it wasnt day, the moonlight was the only thing that lit up my drug dealers room I laid on a brownish couch while Jaedens body was across his small bathroom floor
I raised my head and ran up to get to him "Jaeden! Jaeden! Wake up dumb ass!!" He opens his hazel eyes and turns his head torwards me looking at me like I'm dumb
"What?"
He raises one of his eyebrows and sighs
"I'm supposed to be home it's already fucking pitch dark outside you dumbass!" I pace my feet in circles around his small dark shaded house
"Madi chill the fuck out and let's go," Jaeden runs his hand through his blondehair before throwing on his leather jacket and tying his high top converse
---HOME---
We drive up to my normal sized house, it was white and had a brilliant drive through a tree was right next to my window it had my name and my ex's name carved into it I attempted to remove it from the tree multiple times but we dug so far into it that it would never leave that tree, its green leaves got everywhere in the fall, but it was my only escape from the yelling and screaming, name calling, and abusive shit I hate it here I'm almost never here because of it
I sigh and look at Jaeden one more time "It'll be okay Madi," His hand traveled to mine, I exhaled and bit my lip before moving out of the car and climbing up the tall tree my feel occasionally slipped before I got to my closed window, I open it and slid through, I finally get into the room and look around, it's just how I left it...my black sheets, blankets, and pillows, once nicely spread across my bed were scattered across my bedroom carpet floor the door was fully closed, lights hung from corner to corner around the top of my walls they changed all different colors
I plumped down on my bed and sighed once more before slowly closing my eyes and falling to sleep
---The Next Morning---
My body launched forward I quickly exhaled what was wrong with me why do I keep having so many nightmares I swallow my saliva from my mouth and let it travel down my throat, the door flung open, it was Finn... Finn Wolfhard my first love...the beautiful face that broke my heart...
"Are you okay...you were screaming..." he looked at me like he cared but trust me he didnt
"Why are you here...," I looked down at my hands as they gripped my bed sheets
"Bad news...Madi...we are kind of...fucked..." his eyes turn sincere as he looks at me deeply, I see the sad Finn that I havent seen in a while, he becomes speechless he doesn't call me names, he doesn't push my around, hes just speechless
"What do you mean Finn?"
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"Are you fucking serious!!!" I push finn's dad "You stupid piece of shit!!! This isnt happening! You guys are actually getting married!!! You have to be fucking kidding me!!!" I punch the wall and run back upstairs
