𝙄𝙢𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨 ♡︎• 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶 𝐿𝓎𝓀𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒𝓃 & 𝒞𝓊𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓈 𝒥𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈

𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩 ♡︎

!!𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜:𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙛-𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙢 !!

♡︎ 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶'𝓈 𝒫𝑜𝓋 ♡︎
I wake up and all I can think about is what Curtis said
I showered and I put some clothes on then I went downstairs
"Morning gorgeous"
I kissed Neco while he was making us pancakes
"Morning cutie"
I sat down replying to some comments & I noticed that some were really mean
"Wil are you ok?"
"Yeah"
I smiled quickly putting away my phone as we started eating breakfast
"Your so pretty"
I looked at him watching a massive smile growing on his face as he looked into my eyes
"Thank you"
I love when Neco gives me compliments it makes me feel so happy
"Your welcome"
"Oh I better get going"
Neco says looking at the clock then we walk out into the hallway
"I love you Nec"
I kissed his cheek
"I love you too Wil"
Neco kisses me
"I'll see you later"
"Ok bye"
Then he left to go to training

💖 𝒩𝑒𝒸𝑜'𝓈 𝒫𝑜𝓋 💖
I walked into our house after training
"Wil?"
There was no reply so I looked around the house
"Baby where are you?"
I looked in the Sitting Room she wasn't there which is strange so I walked into the Kitchen
"Wil are you ok?"
I went down on my knees as she was on the ground unconscious then I noticed that she had cut her two wrists
I quickly called 911
"911 what's your emergency?"
"My girlfriend is unconscious and she has cut her two wrists"
"Ok I'll hand you over to the ambulance service one sec Sir"
I waited for about 10 minutes until I was finally on the phone to the ambulance
"What's your eircode?"
I gave them my eircode
"Ok thank you the ambulance will be there in about 30 minutes just stay on the phone with me until they get there"
I talked on the phone to the woman whilst looking at Willa it broke my heart that she did this when I knew that something was wrong I should have just talked to her about it
When I got to the hospital I wasn't allowed to go into the room so I just sat down waiting for Wyatt & Wynter
"Hi Neco how's Willa?"
Wyatt asked panicking
"I don't know Wyatt they aren't letting me in so we'll just have to wait"
"I hope she's gonna be ok I can't lose her Willa is my best friend"
"Guys focus on the positives I'm sure she'll come out of this she's strong"
Wyatt says pulling me & Wynter in for a hug
"But this is all my fault I could tell that something was wrong with her this morning but I should have just talked to her about how she was feeling I could have stopped her from
doing this but training got in the way"
I rambled on and I honestly feel so awful
"Neco this is not your fault I think I know the reason but I don't think Willa would want me telling you"
I looked at Wynter
Why was Willa keeping secrets from me?
"Please tell me"
I begged
"Ok well remember Willa & Curtis we're taking at the final?"
"Yeah"
"Well Curtis told her that he loves her"
"What?"
I was shocked but angry at the same time as Curtis is one of my best friends
"I love Willa more than anything and Curtis clearly knows that so why would he say that?"
"We don't know but Willa loves  you not him-"
We were interrupted by the doctor saying that we could go in to see Willa
We walked in and sat down and I held Willa's hand as she told me that she loved it when I did that
We sat in silence for a few minutes
"Wil I don't know if you can hear me but I just wanna tell you that I love you so much and I'll never stop loving you no matter what"
I say looking  at Willa
"She loves you too and don't forget that"
Wynter said giving me a cheerful smile
I stayed by Willa's side for the rest of the evening
"Neco mate you should go home you have training tomorrow"
Wyatt says
"But I don't wanna leave her what if something happens?"
"If anything happens we'll call ya but don't worry too much Willa will be fine"
I drove home and I got ready for bed but I couldn't sleep as I was thinking about Willa
so I called Harvey as I didn't want to talk to Curtis
"Neco you know it's 3 am right?"
Harvey says and I could tell that he was annoyed
"I know and I'm sorry but I need to talk to you"
"Ok what's up?"
"Willa committed  suicide today and I think I know one of the reasons"
"What? I'm so sorry Neco has she passed away?"
"No Willa is still alive but Wynter told me that Curtis said that he loves her and I don't know what to do like do I ignore him or talk to him?"
"I'd talk to him mate since he's our best friend"
"Ok I'll do that tomorrow then thanks for the chat"
"No problem see you tomorrow"
Then I hung up and after a few minutes I feel asleep

𝙎𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙢𝙖 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡...
𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤 𝙪𝙥𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙨 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩 ♡︎