Isabels PovIt's been about a month since we got mattia back and mattia basically has all is memory back
mattia was up in his room
I want what me and him had back but he told me he isn't stable to be in a relationship
then he comes downstairs
Mattia Pov
I basically have all my memory back now
I went downstairs
but I told Isabel I'm not stable to be in a relationship
I've been losing control
Like one moment im happy and then the other I'm pissed and want to kill someone
and im afraid that I will hurt someone
like just the other night I was doing fine in my room and then I was pissed and I went out and kill several people
Im crazy
and I think it's best if I just stay distant from everyone
I don't want to hurt anyone
and I don't want to hurt Isabel
I went to the kitchen and grabbed some cereal I was too lazy to make actual food
Ale: hey mattia come sit with us and play on the Xbox
I didn't want to seem like I was off or acting weird
Mattia: umm okay
I ate my cereal and calmed myself down
I then went to go play with the boys
The game was being stupid it was lagging and it is pissing me off
I felt myself getting more angry
I quickly go upstairs
Kai: where u going
umm to my room I'll be back~ I say
I grab my gun and just target practice see if that helps but it didn't I felt the urge to kill a person
so I go out the window and anyone I see I just killed
then I came back home and showered and I went backs downstairs
u were gone for like 1 hour ~ Isabel says
Oh sorry~ I say
it's okay~ Isabel says
Isabel Pov
Mattia has been acting weird lately but not just around me and the boys
Y: have u guys noticed mattia has been acting weird
Ale: yeah I have especially around u
Kai: I agree
Alv: is he hiding something
Rosh: he could
Y: maybe but maybe he's jus tired or something
Ale: maybe but if there is something wrong maybe he will tell us soon
Y: true
we all nod and go back to watching the movie
Y: matti come watch a movie please
Kai: Yeah u barley spend time with us
Rosh: u good?
Mattia: uhh yeah im fine
Ale: u sure
Mattia: *yells* YES
Y: dam chill no need to yell
he started charging at ale like he was going to kill him
I stand infront of him
Y: mattia I need u too calm down
I pushed him back
Y: breath in and out okay
he then snaps out of it
Mattia: fuck sorry i-
Y: it's okay matti
he then goes back upstairs
I tell the boys to just go to sleep
They nod
I go to mattias room
Y: hey u wanna talk
Mattia: about
Y: what happened
Mattia: look it's nothing okay im fine
Y: u sure u can talk to me
Mattia: I said im fine
Y: okay
I hug him and kiss his cheek and go to my room
I do my night routine and then I change into shorts and a hoodie and I go to sleep
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