my brothers best friend

can't do this anymore

Types eyes slightly drifted, has he stood there. He looked to the ground not able to withstand what he had seen. Noi had his head to tharn shoulder, tharn had his hand over noi's then one to his head stroking has he cried.
Type peered his eyes to the side trying and hard not to cry. There embrace was hurting his heart. He gripped the two cups, tight in his hand.
What did you really think type......that Tharn didn't love noi.....your just his substitute.....He is always there for him.....always......He loves your brother.....not you type......that will never be....you.
Gulping and hard, type fixed his face to then go place the cups to the table to turn to go to to his room. Tharn looked to the cups then to types retreating back a bit confused by his deamnor.
Eyes darting, he looked back to noi.
"Okay......okay...you big baby.....why are you crying? What is going on between you and chu?"
Noi leaned up to look at tharn with tears in his eyes.
"She.....said i only wanted her for one thing......that is not true at all.....she told us to go on a break......i miss her so much tharn....i really love her.....she is the one......"
Tharn gave him a look.
"I'm sorry noi.......i gave you two to much time together.....itll be okay....itll work out....."
Noi looked down to nod.
"You are such a good friend tharn. Taking care of me and my brother."
Leaning forward he grabbed the glass to consume the water.
Tharn leaned forward to place his hand to his back to rub keeping his eyes to noi.
"It'll get better noi. She'll come back. Chu just needs space."
Noi put the glass down to nod, cupping his hands together.
"Okay........I'll leave her be."
Noi looked to tharn.
"Thank you for being here for me."
Tharn nodded.
"Your welcome. I have to go. Take care of yourself okay."
Noi nodded.
Tharn got up to leave looking to the stairs, up, a bit confused by types action. Shrugging, he was going to be late for work.
To types room, he had his door locked and crying in his pillow has he laid to his stomach. The week they shared together was cruel.
Type started to think they were in a relationship, at that moment he felt so stupid.
He does not love you type......tharn loves your brother.....not you.....never you....this is just an arrangement.....to get rid of his pain......him to teach you....then why am i hurting this much.....i knew that....but.....why did this week have to happen.....why!
The rest of the night type stayed in his room, to the edge of his bed looking down to his phone, head hung.
He made up his mind to end this.
Type couldn't do this anymore. He was in love with tharn and this was killing him.
Taking a deep breathe he wrote a long text to then hit sent.
Peering his eyes up, he looked to the wall, tears fell down his face. Without looking down, he took out the phone battery to let it fall from his fingers. Flopping to his back, he looked to the ceiling, letting the tears fall.
This....is....the....end
In the shower, tharn let the water wash through him to chuckle a bit.
When noi was close to him earlier, tharn felt nothing. Just friendship.
"You have had unrequited love for him, for so long and you get over him just like that......"
Tharn smiled, lifting his head up to let the warm water hit his face.
This just shows me how much i am in love with you type.......i didn't know what real love was until i let you in.....i have to tell you....
Turning off the water, tharn got out to dry and wrap a towel around his mid section.
Taking another towel, he ran it through his hair. Going out, he went to his side table looking down at his phone with a smile.
I....know I'm your brothers best friend, were 5 years apart, i know i told you i loved your brother and this was just an arrangement but.....i am so deeply, head over heels in love with you. Not just because we have been intimate. I am in love with your smile, your laugh, your none selfish attitude, all your good hearted traits.
I'm so in love with you.
Tharns eyes darted.
He grabbed his phone to take a deep breathe, to throw the towel to his laundry basket.
Need to tell him. Let him know.....even if he doesn't feel the same. You need to let him know, dont do what you did with noi, dont keep it a secret.
With a deep breathe he unlocked his phone to see a message from type. His heart raced.
Maybe.....He feels the same.
Unlocking, he's smile disappated has he read over the text.
Looking up, his phone went through his fingers to fall to the floor.
Tharn turned to hit the bed, flopping to his back to look directly at the ceiling. Tears started to run down.
Type: tharn, i am so sorry but, i am.texting to let you know on Monday i am going to give an answer to my friends confession. Itll be a yes. So what you and i have been doing is no more. I am so sorry. I hope i was able to really help you with your pain. Hopefully you can find another outlet. I am still your friend and my ears are open to you. Thank you for everything, i really mean that.
Tharn brought up his hand to place.it over his eyes, to turn his head slightly to weep.
That was all it was tharn. Sexual gratification, teaching moment for him and to get rid of my pain.
Turning to his side, tharn wept. He's heart was breaking with this realization.
I......love you type......
Fuck!