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here we go, again

here we go, again

i feel my soul being sucked out of my body,
it's building up
i'm shaking, i'm losing it

i feel like a magnet is pulling me
the only thing i can do
is cringe on this blanket, this pillow
i'm shaking, i'm losing it

i can't breathe properly
i'm shaking, i'm losing it

i want to call out to a 'god',
but i don't believe in any
i hope my forefathers are feeling me
i'm scared, i'm losing it

i want to scream off the top of my lungs,
tears are flooding down my eyes
i can't feel my body now
i can no longer grip on this blanket i'm cringing on,
i'm losing it

i feel like i'm dying

i check the time it's 12:49am
i'm all alone, i can't scream out to anyone
i just hope i survive the next ten minutes,
‘cause i'm losing it
somebody please save me, i'm losing it