We spended some really good time together.....
Tiya my childhood friend ...who knows me inside out, she knows everything about me even the darkest truth of my life....
tiya- sanya sun ...
tujhe sub kuch batana hoga psychiatrist ko , I know this is not going to be easy for you but you have do it! I can't see you suffering like this....
I was listening her quietly because I know that I wont be able to tell him....
tiya- aacha aaj first session h na tera doctor ke saath??
hmm!!
tiya- mein chalungi tere saath
nhi...( I screamed) no I mean I want to face all this alone
tiya- are you sure???
I took a heavy breath and nodded my head in yes
tiya- thek hai bahar driver tera wai kr raha hai ...jaise he free ho jaaye mujhe call karna
I hugged her and waved bye
driver gadi dheere chalao ...my mind is still not ready!! How am I going to tell him what happened with me...is it a right decision ??? do I really need a psychiatrist??I am scared!! I am really really sacred
mam pahuch gye!!( driver declared)
my heart started beating fastly , cold sweat covered my forehead. I tighten my fist to hide my fear
I knocked the door
come in!!! ( A hard voice answered)
hey sanya ...( he says by forwarding his hand)
I shook hands with him
hello Dr Sinha I tried acting normal....
sinha- kese ho aap sanya?
sanya- I am good ,doctor( I says by passing a fake smile to him)
sinha- toh miss sanya mujhe aapke papa ka call aaya tha he told me 2 saal se aapko nightmares aa rhe h?
sanya- jii doctor ( I spoke in a voice which is hardly audible)
sinha- 2 saal se ho raha h yeh sub toh aapne pehle kisi doctor se consult kyu nhi kiya?
sanya- I thought they were just normal nightmares ...(I struggled to frame sentances) but ....but they just kept on repeating...same dream same vison everytime(My eyes clearly shows the fear I was trying to hide)
sinha- you are suffering from parasomnia sanaya
this disease is a nightmare disorder and in most of the case it disappears when a child gets mature but as your dad told to me ki yeh sub aapke saath 2 saal se ho raha then definitely inn nightmares ke piche koi story hai....
tumhe hur baar ek he tarike ka sapna aata h jesa tumne bataya... toh kya hota h tumhare sapne mein..tell me everything
sanya- An empty road, a very silent road(I gulped my saliva)
I am trying to restart my car ..but i just can't
I came out of my car to look for an help , it was already dark nobody was around ...
I felt somebody was standing at my back..i could feel his breath
I turned to look but there was noone...I started moving
somebody was following me...yes I can know ...I am sure ...someone is there!
I could hear the noice of leaves crushing ...yes somebody was there ... I again looked back
A man dressed in all black.... that was all I can see .....he was standing far away from me
he started laughing that evil smile was enought to make me feel scared
I know him !! yes I know him he just came back to take revenge
I am running and running and running and running ....( I loosed my breath)
trying to protect myself from him
I am running but there is a no way of escape ...I am all trapped
A big wall hits my back , he came closer to me
I squeezed my eyes shut he holds my face tightly with his rough hand
I shouted( doctor passed me a glass of water)
I drank whole glass in just one sip
sinha- thats it ???
hmm!!( i replied in a low voice without looking at him)
sinha- snaya!!( he said in a heavy voice)
most of the times parasomnia happens d because of some real bad incident happened in your past which are reflected in the form of nightmares
obviously they can threaten you to no extend as you can see...
toh kya tumhare saath bhi aisa kuch hua h life me 2 saal pehle... jiska vision tum sapne mein dekh rhi ho???
there was a silence...i was not expecting this
bolo sanya
sanya- noo doctor ...( I lied)
