𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐘 || 𝗱𝗲𝗻𝗸𝗶 𝗸𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗶

❥︎𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑤𝑜

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❝ you cared so much ❞

i always said i was fine,
hiding my pain through
a stupid flirty smile
towards any female.

i tried so hard not to cry
in front of anyone so
they wouldn't think i
was a weak crybaby that
always needed help.

i could be an actor if i
wanted to, no one
noticed a thing and
realizing i was a bit less
than okay.

i hid away in my room,
hoping i wouldn't be
able to hear those
taunting voices in my
head.

i wanted them to be
gone, they told me to
quit my dream of being
a hero, told me i was
too weak and pathetic
to risk my life for others.

i almost listened.

i thought no one would
be able to hear my cries,
after all it was already
midnight, everyone
should have been asleep,
there was a test tomorrow.

i knew for sure i would
fail, just like i always did.

i just wanted to sleep my
sorrow away, but i
couldn't.

i didn't realise you opened
my dorm room, why would
i lock it when i was
sleeping in a place full of
heroes.

i didn't you were kneeling
in front of me while i was
crying, until i felt arms
wrap around my neck.

i opened my eyes and saw
you, smiling sadly, all i
could see were your eyes,
filled with understanding
and affection.

i didn't see any hidden
disgust or pity in them,
maybe that's what broke
me, knowing someone,
just someone, would
take time to care about
me.

i only cried harder, not
knowing i needed the
comfort of someone i
loved so much.

i stayed in your arms
for hours, you had
your head on top of
mines, gently running
your fingers through
my hair.

i was done crying,
only sniffling so i
wouldn't ruin your
shirt any more than i
already did.

i almost missed it,
i almost didn't hear it,
but when i did, i started
crying all over again.

❝ you're so strong for being able to come this far kaminari, i'm so proud of you. ❞

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