the weight of life is so damn hard to understand and yet here I go letting down my guard again just to be trampled by all my mistakes I've made yeah I don't care cause pretty soon we won't be here I've been breaking my back letting people constantly attack and the
one thing I've noticed is your more scared of losing that you need a backup crew to come and save you we can not even torcher
cause if we do we lose everything and all we have so the barriers have to be acceptable so we can continue moving on and so I'm staying in the shadows underneath all the personal scars I've built over the years from dying
it may be lonely but at least I'm in a safe place where I can survive
