Colin DeForest: DeForest Series 1

Chapter 15

"So ano paguusapan natin?" Sabi ko kay Dominic nag sindi naman ito ng yosi "you know mahal na mahal ni Connor si Hayley do you think you can handle it" sabi nito nanglaki mata ko sa sinabi niya at tingnan siya ng masama "what do you think i am?" Sabi ko at napailing iling naman ito "that's not what i mean tumingin ka doon" sabi ni Dominic napalingon naman ako sa likod may kumakanta at nanglaki mata ko andoon si Hayley.

What the hell is she doing her?

"Mommy, I've got a question
Mommy, I wanna know
Where do babies come from?
Do they come from rainbows and love?
Mommy, mommy, tell me, please
Where do babies come from, really?
They come from boys who like to sit on their ass
They come from girls who want to grow p too fast
They come from screaming fighting, makeup sex
They come from little girls like yourself
Little girls like yourself
Daddy, where do little babies come from?
Daddy tells me they come from the sky
But never explained
When I asked why
Do they come from angels in love?
Or do they come from demons in lust?
Daddy, daddy, tell me please
Where do babies come from, really?
They come from boys who take things they don't own
They come from girls who begged to be left alone
They come from pleading, screaming, "no, no, no!"
They're an accident from so long ago
What a lovely little mess I've made
I throw milk on the walls in rage
Oh, I'm trying to just forget the pain
Mommy, daddy, tell me please
Where do babies come from, really?
They come from boys who like to sit on their ass
They come from girls who want to grow p too fast
They come from screaming fighting, makeup sex
They come from little girls like yourself
They come from boys who take things they don't own
They come from girls who begged to be left alone
They come from pleading, screaming, "no, no, no!"
They're an accident from so long ago
They come from boys who like to sit on their ass
They come from girls who want to grow p too fast
They come from screaming fighting, makeup sex
They come from little girls like yourself"

Nanglaki mata ko marining ang katang yun at napalingon naman ako kay Dominic "you know what i am do you think you know that much?" Sabi nito "she's a virgin she isn't that song for herself" sabi ko at tingnan ako ng seryoso ni Zai sa sinabi ko at napangiti naman ito ito si Dominic "your right because if you heard it right? Tawag niya sa sarili niya accident" sabi nito at nanglaki mata ko "she isn't" sabi ko "yeah pero do you know her background after all i feel sorry for Connor sa ginagawa kong ito pero basahin mo ito" sabi nito at may inabot saakin envelope at may nakasulat ng pangalan ni Ezekiel nanglaki mata ko "we search some information from Hayley request din ito ni Andrea at ibigay ito sayo at dinag dag na din niya yung accident ngayari noon sa car accident" sabi nito "so baket niyo binibigay saakin ito diba team Connor kayo?" Sabi ko "well Connor he aren't the right man for Hayley naawa lang ako kay Hayley tuwing nakikita sila Hayley want her guy to be her side as always pero si Connor masyadong busy siya at supladohin panaman yan" sabi nito "parang binackstab niyo na sariling pinsan niyo dahil saakin" sabi ko at binuksan ang envelope "well Connor isn't that obsess over Hayley he likes the Hayley being flirtaous with him but he didn't see the real feeling of Hayley" sabi nito napailing iling nalang ako "i don't care about that pinsan niyo padin yan baket kayo nag babackstab kung ganon siya hindi tama yun" sabi ko at nanglaki mata niya "kung may gusto talaga siya o wala he going to fight me pair and square" sabi ko at pag bukas ko ng envelope nanglaki mata ko makita lahat yun.

UMINOM naman ako ng beer at napayuko sa counter "hey don't drink to much" sabi ng boses napatingin naman ako at nakita ko si Connor "baket andito ka Connor?" Sabi ko "wala after all malungkot lang ako kahit sinabi mo na saakin na hindi mo na akong gusto" sabi nito napayuko nalang ako nasaktan ko si Connor "i am sorry" sabi ko "don't be kasalanan ko naman na iniwan kita noon i already know na ayaw mo maging lonely pero iniwan padin kita dahil nasaktan mo ako pero hindi ako naniwala sayo na peke lang naman ang 20 plus na boyfriend nayun" sabi nito napalayo naman ako ng tingin "yeah" sabi ko pero nagulat ako yung hinawakan niya ang ulo ko napaangat tuloy ako at hinalikan niya ako at nanglaki mata ko, bigla ko tuloy siya natulak napatingin ako sa paligid yung nagulat sila sa ginawa ko at nanglaki mata ko makita andito si Colin.

Pinuntahan ko naman siya "i can explain" sabi ko at pinat ako nito sa ulo at niyakap ako nagulat ako sa ginawa niya ineexpect ko magagalit siya saakin pero seem like i'm wrong "you're not mad?" Sabi ko at napalingon naman saakin si Colin at ngumiti ito "not because i saw him kiss you or you kiss him i will accept for who you are" sabi nito at nanglaki mata ko sa sinabi niya "because acceptance is the key from the relationship" sabi nito, nanglaki mata ko sa sinabi niya at napatingin naman ako kay Connor na mapait ngumiti at lumapit saamin ito saamin "Colin, i accept the truth take care of you that's how life works" sabi nito at umalis na si Connor i feel bad for him.

At hinawakan ni Colin ang kamay ko at hinatak na niya ako palabas "where are we going?" Sabi ko.

"Somewhere i want to tell you everything" sabi nito at ngumiti nagulat ako at napangiti.