Chit chat Cheetos the 3rd ^U^

I'm scared--

So, ummmm...
This is a really personal info, but since my bff not answering my messages and my mom is not even trying to calm the situation down, I'm just gonna share it.
What's the worse that could possibly happen?

Sooo..me and my family are in house-quarantine (Idk how to call it) until Next week, Because a worker from my little sister's daycare got infected by the virus.
She came in touch with my little sister (I'm guessing, she came in touch with every kid there) and my family came in touch with my little sister too.
It's not confirmed my little sister got infected (And god keep her safe, she won't 🙏 I love her so Friggin much--) But it's Friggin scary.

I'm so Friggin scared rn. I'm anxious AF.
The only good thing about it is that I haven't got any Anxiety attacks so far, But I'm starting to get sings that I will.

I'm basically shaking right now.
The only thing my mom said after I told her "Can't you help me calm down?!" Was "This is the reality, I can't do nothing about it."
Heartbreaking, isn't it?
That's my mom everybody.
This Fun And Funny Person to talk with, But will not even TRY to help you calm down when you need it.

Basically, I'm chained. I'm stuck. I'm lost.
Just me and my fears, running around in my head while I'm stuck in my room all day, crying about it.
Yes. SELF PITYING.
I don't have a damn thing to do about it. Just suffer it until I get help or something-
Trust me, the only Thoughts that are attacking my mind at the last 2 hours are death Thoughts.
Which makes things 2× worse than it already is.

I know.
It's not good for my health, it can make things worse.
Again, I got absolutely nothing to do about it. I'm chained up.

Anyways. Yup.
Here's..... My life right now.

I'll update about this topic when I'll have more info-