𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄

𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐑

𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I was standing outside smoking a blunt frustrated as hell
I was so high and all in my feelings right now,
Tionne, Tupac, Eazy-E, and Dre,
Are in the house chilling while I'm out there trying to keep my head on straight.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
Yo, Lisa, Closing the door behind me, what's up?
You have been stressing and spacing out most of the time
It seems like u ain't focus like your mind is somewhere else.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Honestly, Ti, I have been stressing and i have been having trouble with focusing a lot lately,
And i don't know what to do about it.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
Well, u can start by telling me what wrong with u then maybe we can figure it out.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I have been keeping a big secret from chilli and i don't know how to tell her or how she would react
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
What did u do, please tell me u didn't cheat on her.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
What? Man, Hell Naw, Ti,
I love that girl way too much i could never cheat on her.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
Oh, Alright then well, then what's the secret?
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Chilli has no idea that
I have been out here hustling
Being reckless and throwing myself in danger
I have been trying to risk my life trying to make this money.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
Are u serious Lisa u never told her that the job u do might end up
Taking your life one day if u keep making fast money.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Slowly tensed up nodding my head
Avoid looking at Tionne,
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
What were u thinking Lisa
You know the kinda job u do bring trouble every time u step out of the door.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I know Ti, but the thing is
I wasn't thinking
I never knew me and chilli would get this serious.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
Still, should have told her Lisa
I mean the girl has a son for calling out loud
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I know Ti, and u know that
I'm crazy about him and her.
I have too much love for them both.
𝐓𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐂
Yo, what are u two talking about out here? Closing the door behind me,
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I'm trying to figure out how I'm gonna tell chilli what i do for a living,
But I'm not sure how to tell her or how she would react and i don't want to lose her
But i can't walk away from her or what i do for a living.
𝐓𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐂
Why should u tell her anything about it?
She really doesn't have to hear anything as long as u two are happy
Plus u ain't bringing work home or putting them in danger,
You shouldn't have to breathe it.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
She can't keep hiding something like this, from chilli,
Next thing u know she starts accusing her of cheating next
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Honestly, I don't need that type of energy around me or my relationship with her and her son,
Only if u knew how much the arguments and the fighting that effect little man
Watching both his mom and dad do that,
I promise him that
I wouldn't disrespect his mom like that.
I have strong feelings for her,
𝐓𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐂
So, u mean to tell me that u two hadn't gotten into a heated argument?
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
We have but not in front of him and i never did her like, Dallas did her.
Shit, i never want to mess things up with her,
Man, i need to figure out how to tell her,
𝐓𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐂
I'm gonna be straight up with u Lisa and I'm telling u nothing but the real
No matter what it is at the end of the day
If she loves u like she says she does then she will love u no matter what u do.
𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄
Honestly, Lisa u should do what right and what's in your heart
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Standing up in frustration
look i will tell her and whatever she does just the way it is
Throwdown the blunt and put it out before going back inside the house.
𝐓𝐁𝐂...