Hurt❤️

Alejandro

-she looked at me and I cracked my knuckles-
Me:when payton cheated I went to this abandoned house when I saw this guy so I sat next to him and we talked about life issues and how I'm only supposed to be perfect so he decided to take me on a "date" and we went to chick fil a and it's delicious then we exchanged numbers and decided to meet up again
Mom:fine I won't stop you but you have to stay with Payton
Me:fine
-they both left and Payton came in-
Anna:want us too call back
Me:sure
-we hung up and he tried to kiss me-
Me:just because we're forced to be together doesn't mean you can kiss me
-I got up went downstairs and grabbed my blade as I went to the back yard. I recut the cuts I had on my arm. I sat there crying when I got a text from alejandro-

Alex:I accidentally cut
Me:cut what🤔
Alex:lines
Me:wanna meet up but bring extra peroxide and Cotten balls
Alex:you cut too
Me:I had too everything in my life seems perfect but it's actually fucked
Alex:abandoned house
Me:how about this we will also go to the stores and redo the house
Alex:I'm down

-I turned my phone off went inside making sure he didn't see any cuts-
Me:I'll be back
-he looked at me-
Pay:where you going
Me:why do you need to know
Pay:because I'm your boyfriend and I'm coming
Me:you can't end of discussion
Pay:then tell me where your going
Me:to hang out with my friend
Pay:what's her name
Me:alejandro
Pay:hell no that's a guy
Me:I don't care he's nice to me and we're having issues so I'm going to talk
-I walked out leaving him screaming my name. I got in my car and drove to the place when I saw alejandro holding a bag so we went inside using the flash from our phone. We looked at each other's arms and I wanted to cry harder-
Me:what happened
Ale:I don't know I got home and everyone was going great until everything started coming back so I remember I was sitting in a ball in the corner of my room crying and I just started cutting lines, what happened to you
Me:my mom and dad forcing me to stay with him and I'm allowed to see you but I have to be with Payton so I'm going to have to sneak out when there sleep
Ale:that's fine I don't sleep well
Me:maybe when we get everything done here we could sleep here
Ale:I would love that
-I cleaned his arms and he cleaned mine-
Me:so wanna just stay here or go somewhere different
Ale:it's up to you
Me:well the sun might be coming up we could go to the beach
Ale:night swimming
Me:yup
Ale:bet
(At the beach)
-we took off our clothes leaving us in underclothes. We ran in splashing around and swimming. He splashed me so I looked at him-
Me:oh fuck you
-I started chasing him when he went into the deep in and went under but didn't come back up. I went under trying to look for him but I didn't see him-
Me:Alex!!!
-still no answer-
Me:alejandro!!
-I felt like crying but I felt arms rap around me so I turned and alejandro was there-
Me:fucker
Ale:what I do
Me:you scared the shit out of me
Ale:sorry
-we both looked up and the sunset was beautiful-

-we looked each other in the eye. He heald out his pinky still holding me close-
Ale:please don't leave me
-I rapped my pinky around his looking up at him-
Me:I promise I'll never leave you
-we got closer and closer then BOOM we kissed. His lips were something I never had they made me feel a way I never felt they made me want to melt and they were perfect on mines. Our lips moved in sync as we kissed under the sunset. We finally pulled away resting our foreheads against each other's-
Ale:what about Payton
Me:he cheated on me plus I'm not cheating I'm being forced to date him
Ale:but your still dating him but I kissed you this is my fault
Me:it's not I promise I have everything under control
-our phones started flashing so we swam back to shore and answered them and it was our parents-

Me:hello
Dad:where are you
Me:the beach
Dad:why isn't payton with you
Pay:shes with alejandro
Dad:WHO IS ALEJANDRO
Me:he's a friend I met plus why should he have to be with me
Dad:he's your boyfriend
Me:no he's nothing but and ex too me
Dad:and why is that
Me:he doesn't understand me he doesn't do anything with me all he cares about is fancy this fancy that I don't wanna be fancy all the time
Dad:and why is alejandro so "perfect"
Me:he understands me we're going threw the same thing he doesn't care about being fancy we can cry together he listens and talks to me he takes me to fast food places instead of fancy places he's funny he's way more then payton would ever be
Pay:oh really how about we meet this such a tough boy
Me:okay but he's a lover not a fighter
Mom:I support you princess
Me:thank you
Pay:how much she cheated
Me:how can I cheat when we're not even dating
Dad:okay alejandro has good things but payton does understand you
-I tapped alejandro-
Me:you mind if I kinda put out whats going on between you know
-I showed him my arm and he nodded-
Me:okay payton am I emotionally stable
Pay:yes
Me:wrong, Payton do I cry myself to sleep
Pay:no
Me:wrong again, lastly do you know I have cuts on my arms
Pay:no you dont
Me:called foundation and to be honest alejandro knows all that he's going threw the same thing I am
Dad:I'll be at the beach in a minute
Pay:I'm coming
-he hung up and alejandro pulled me close-
Me:my dad and Payton wanna come because they think your not "perfect"
Ale:well I'm not we all have flaws but that's what makes us perfect
Me:I know but they think no flaws is perfect that's why I have to be a sweet little angel when are they gonna understand I'm not 5
Ale:come on take your anger out on me
-we put our close on and I started. Me talking slowly turned into yelling at alejandro because I was taking all my pain my anger and my sadness out on him but he let me. He didn't try to yell back he didn't try to stop me and he just stood there listening to everything. After I was finished i saw payton and my dad standing there-
Me:great there here
-he turned to look then he looked back at me-
Ale:hugs
-I nodded as I cried and hugged him-