ℕ𝔸𝔾𝕀𝕋𝕆 𝕂. 𝕏 ℝ𝔼𝔸𝔻𝔼ℝ|| 𝕆ℕ𝔼𝕊ℍ𝕆𝕋𝕊

Hate me (angst)

This is a songfic chapter its bad but I tried-

word count:670

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You cut my breaks
Then kiss on my face
So where are you coming from?
Can't read the signs
So I draw the line
Then you go and bend it some
The moment everything is said
Your words they bring me back again
It's so insane the things we do
In the name of love

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<<Nagito's pov>>

Y/n's love was like an addiction, I just couldn't get over it, every time I look at those old pictures, they get my emotions all mixed up and crazy out of wack, I wanted her, her sweet kisses and her kind words, they were all that I need... When I made things clear to her, she's always finding a way to play around it and control me, she's got me going for her... her hope... and her dispair... She's truly making me go crazy...

crazy in love...

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Got both feet on the edge
Are you gonna come and save me?
I'll take one final step
All you have to do is make me
If you ever walk away I won't think twice
I'll go bye, bye, bye
Even though that it hurts me, baby
I'm in love with the way you hate me

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<<flashbacks to the killing game>>

Y/n watched as I attempted to murder myself, but she quickly ran up to me to stop me, at this point, she could be the one to stop my death...or make it happen even quicker, with one stab and I could be dead, but no, that's not what you did, you cried as you shouted

'I HATE YOU! WHY WOULD YOU TRY TO KILL YOURSELF?!'

...You fill me up with so much hope you know?...

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Damn you always get your way
Guess it's written in your nature
You know everything to say
Just as long as I'm in danger
But I like when you take me under
It feels so good when I suffer
It's so insane the things we do
In the name of love

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Damn you y/n you always know what to do are say and do to turn me on and make me listen, but where are you now? You always know what to do, it drives me insane it feels like despair but that despair is my hope...

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I know that I'm stupid, I make a mistake

And repeat it a million times, But it's better to see your familiar face Even though it's been killing my mindI know that I'm stupid, I make a mistakeAnd repeat it a million timesThe pain and the evil it's bad for my brainBut it's beautiful here in my eyes

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I know that Im stupid for not being able to get over her, everyone tells me to go and do something with my life instead of slope around and wait for my days to end, it's not like I have much time left anyways... I just want to see her face on last time... Y/n L/n All these memories and thoughts are effecting my mind, yet I love it so much...

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Got both feet on the edge
Are you gonna come and save me?
I'll take one final step
All you have to do is make me
If you ever walk away I won't think twice
I'll go bye, bye, bye
'Cause even though that it hurts me, baby
I'm in love with the way you hate me

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It's about time for me to die because of my disease, I want to see Y/n one last time... My dull eyes lit up as I saw the H/c haired girl run towards me with her hands open wide and tears streaming down her face.
"N-nagito~kun" She whispered softly as I smile at her and said my last words.

"I love you y/n, I want your hope to grow, I'm in love with the way you hate me" By then, my pulse had stopped and that was the end for me. I can slightly still hear Y/n's cries and tears to tell me to come back but there was nothing that can be done now, I gave her one last smile and everything went dark, no noises no lights but a sharp.

'Beeeeeeeeeeep!'

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"NOO!!!"