𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐘 -𝘑.𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴

Again

I know what you mean when you act like that
But you don't know it's breaking my heart
Said that it was just never gonna happen
Then almost kissed me in the dark
Every time we talk it just hurts so bad
'Cause I don't even know what we are
I don't even know where to start
But I can play the part

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Here I am again, sitting in my room crying over him. I shut all the lights off and closed my curtains and laid in bed. I put on my broken heart playlist. my music got interrupted by calls and text coming in. I look at my phone getting tired of the texts and calls.

Jonah🙄

Sadie

Sadie

What do you need? I'm trying to sleep.

Open the window

No, I'm trying to sleep

I'm sorry

it's fine Jonah

Sadie just open the window so I could talk to you

I'm really trying to sleep, can you please just leave

Not until I know you don't hate me

read at 11:27 pm

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I sigh as I walk over to the window. am I really going to do this. let him in just to get hurt. I think to myself and sigh as I feel my body move towards the curtains and then to the locks on the window and open it for him. I go sit back down. he walks towards the bed and sits next to me.

" Sadie, I do like y-"

" I know Jo, we won't be more than friends. its fine honestly. I can find someone else." I say and lay down. he sighs. I hear movement and I felt him wrap his arms around me and gives me a soft kiss on the back of my head.

Like I said, I can play the part.