08: IRRECONCILABLE

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Irreconcilable / ire - con - cilable/
Adjective
Hostile and hateful

RAVEN

I held the locket necklace, it was the only thing I have of my mother

It says mama and Heather engraved inside and a 'always in my heart' engraved in it

I was a result of teenage pregnancy and the father did a full MIA My mom couldn't take care of me, she abused me even as a child When the child services took me in she didn't even care

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I was a result of teenage pregnancy and the father did a full MIA
My mom couldn't take care of me, she abused me even as a child
When the child services took me in she didn't even care

Raven is just a nickname that stuck, if my real mother had me on her heart she wouldn't have abandoned me like she did, like I am just a mistake.

No one is allowed to call me Heather I'm just Raven, raven the fucking fucked up junkie

As I went deeper in my thought I began to hum a tune its the only thing I remember of my real mother, preharps it was an old lullaby.

I sang the tunes as the worsens seemed to have faded away in my mind, but I took care so no one could hear me


"How are you feeling Raven?". The Counselor MRS asked

Well for starters life sucks
My body is a living Mona loa wreck, withdrawal has taken a toll on me you could see it in my eyes even
And I'm an all put mess
Of course I didn't tell her that
I just said simply

"I'm good, same ole same ole". I said hoping she couldn't read through me
"You can't just keep your feelings bottled up we've talked about this haven't we? ". She said

Oh gosh
Its less than a week here and  I'm already hating myself

"Fine, I'm angry, frustrated, hell I'm irritated, I'm here cause of a stupid court order for crying out loud". I said all at once

"Great that's all for today I'll see you next week". She replied dismissing us

The group is twice a week on Mondays and on Fridays
And today is the last one of the week it has been three days since the first one and not much has changed

Everyone freaking irritates me
I was about to leave when the barbie also known as Yelena touched my arm
I flinched at the contact

"Could you stay for a little bit longer". She asked me

I shrugged why not

After like two minutes I noticed I wasn't the only one I saw Tanya, Ariel, Annie marie and Tatyana

"What's this about? ". Tanya asked rudely, I rolled my eyes

Bitch

Yelena just shrugged her off and replied
"Revenge"
Everyone gasped

"I'm guessing everyone here has one or two grouses with people, Annie marie, Tatyana and Ariel I see the way you look at the men maybe that gender did something to you, Raven people generally disgust you also Tanya tour just a ticking time bomb". Yelena concluded

Everyone gasped
I saw a tear slip from Tatayana's eyes

"If this your revenge is true why don't you tell the self help members". Tanya said putting air quotes on 'revenge'

"First the guys are horny dogs, Matilda gets on my nerves, Cathy is too weak and Danny and her twins are wanna be comedians". Yelena replied

I let out a dry laugh
This girl is good

Tanya hissed
That is my last straw

"Look Tanya you can just waltz out of here if you don't wanna be part then sheww". I said

"Fine I'll stay and watch what ever's going on". Tanya said

She needed to be put in her place

"Ok before we start we need a proper intoduction name, age, crime and who you wanna get revenge on". Yelena said

"Annie Marie Bradley, sixteen turning seventeen next month, shop lifting, my ex cause he convinced me to shop lift then the fool ditched me when the cops came". Annie said

"What did you expect for him to stop the cops and scream that's my girlfriend take me instead guess what life is shit child". Tanya said

Wait wait wait
Child
Oh god help me I'll chock her to death

Annie just glared and Yelena hissed

"Tayana Adrianna Gonzalez, 18,shop lifting, my parents disowned me after I told them that I'm pregnant then the father AKA my ex denied the child". Tayana said

"Why are males such pricks". I said signing
"Blame nature dear". Ariel said

This is one of the first time I've heard her talk since the introduction

"And again I wouldn't blame the guy, maybe your just a plain hooker". Tanya said

Tayana just didn't reply she nodded and it actually hurt more

"Yelena eighteen as you all know I fucked a guy for money, my dad ditched us with two siblings and a mother with alzimers". She said

Ouch

"You know instead of selling your body it will be easier to sell cheetos, kids kill for that stuff". Tanya said

I felt Yelenas lost her temper, she balled her fist

"Look you have no right to judge me until you've walked im my shoes, and live life then just then you may judge". Yelena said
Tanya laughed

"Your calling me a hooker just shup the fuck up if you don't  wanna be here get out". Tatayana said pointing at the door

"Am sorry". Tanya said
"Now can we plan in peace".  Yelana said
"Yes". We all responded simultaneously

"Ariel Olivia Friedman eighteen, graffiti painting on private property,

"Well need a plan money and dirt on those pricks". Helena said

"Meet tommorow at java cafe". Tanya said

Oh now she's infested

"Any problem? ". Yelena asked?

"I don't have a place to stay”. Tatyana replied
"I could sort that out". I said

Everyone looked at me wierdly

Maybe thinking I'll let her stay at a filthy Junkie house
That's what you get for being a junkie

"T-t-thanks". Tatyana replied

Obviously skeptical

Hello Blondies

I'm taking you on a ride to see their past

Thoughts on Raven?
And the foster system needs to be checked

Question of the day

Netflix or Blockbuster?

My answer
Netflix

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