i missed you friend

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TW: suicide attempt,mention of bullying

Also shuichi and kaito are childhood friends in this

"Shuichi.......what the hell are you doing?.......get down from there your going to die!" Kaito said......tears were threatening his eyes. He disnt want shuichi to die. He knew he was one of the reasons for all of his pain.....but he didnt want him to die.

He had bullied shuichi before. He felt terrible for treating him the way he did but he couldnt just go back and fix it. He couldnt turn back time and treat shuichi well. All he could do was try and save him now

"Why........why do you want to save me so bad........i-i...." the boy on the brink of death couldnt choke out the words he wanted to say.....the words he felt were true. "I'm not worth it........my existence is.......useless" 

The boy on the edge started to cry. He wanted to be gone so badly.....so why did it scare him so much to just go off the edge and plummet to his death. I guess you could say he was afraid of the pain that he would feel once he hits the ground, but that would be quick....it would only hurt for a second,and a second of pain sounded so much then the lifetime of it he was feeling.

By now kaito was crying too. He couldnt help it

"I know that....that people may have drilled that into your head.....I know that I may have drilled that into your head but please.....just....just dont jump please...." he could barely choke it out. He couldnt understand why these words were so hard to say to the boy.....but they just were.

Kaito had recently come to terms with his feelings for the boy,although he would never say them outloud. So all he could do was try to help him not end his life at 16 years old.

"WHY NOT!" His voice was raspy has he cried more. The salty tears streaming down his pale cheeks. "Theres nothing for me here! You were my only friend and you left me......."

Kaito was trying to wipe away his tears with his jacket but they kept streaming as he watched the broken boy stand there at the edge, one little step away from being gone forever. Kaito slowly walked twords shuichi inching a bit closer to him since he wasnt looking behind him over at kaito.

"You......you were all I had left......and then you...........and th-" shuichi was caught off guard as he felt a strong hand grab the back of his blazer and pull him back into the arms of his old friend kaito.

He slowly backed away from the edge with shuichi in his arms as he tried to escape his embrace by squirming around.

"I-i know I f**ked up real bad.....I shouldnt have treated you like that I mean.....we were best friends in middle school, but once we entered high school....I just changed i guess, and I am so sorry" as shuichi looked up while kaito said this he could see the tears in his eyes. He had never seen him this vulnerable in a very long time.

".......I think I'm gonna ask to transfer schools......surprisingly....I'm gonna miss seeing you. Even if you made my life hell...."

"Shuichi.....please dont miss me I was terrible too you.....you should be hating me right now. I'm one of the reasons you were up here in the first place."

".....y-yeah but....any time I look at you. The only thing I can see is that dopey space dork from middleschool"

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It had been about two years since shuichi had transfered,and things were much diffrent. He seemed so much happier,he stopped wearing that stupid hat. Shuichi was a senior now,and the happiest he had ever been.

But he always remembers the day kaito saved him,yeah he may have been terrible at times, but like he said. Kaito will always be that dopey space dork from middle school.

"Now class, it's the beginning of your senior year,and I understand you are exited! But please give a warm welcome to our new student kaito momota" the teacher exclaimed as the boy walked in.

The aspiring detectives eyes widened ouf of shock. Momota looked a bit diffrent from the last time shuichi had saw him. He no longer wore the red shirt and black jacket, it was now a white shirt and a purple jacket.

Ahuichi and kaito had both changed since 2 years ago, but honestly it was for the better.

The teacher pointed to the empty seat over by shuichi so that kaito could sit down. As he did he looked over at shuichi...he could tell it was him,that pale skin and emo hair could be spotted from a mile away.

".......it's nice to see you kaito.....its been a long time, I missed you" shuichi said looking over at kaito with a small warm smile.

He felt like he could burst to tears. This was the happiest shuichi had ever been...he was happy.

"Its nice to see you too shu......I think we should start over....."

"You mean, you not being an a**hole to me?" He said it a joking way ofcourse,but it still kind of put a pain in momota's chest remembering the pain. He caused him. So he just chuckled

"Yeah... that's what I mean.....it might be senior year but hey....we always have after that to be friend's"

"Y-yeah.....I would like that"

After class shuichi and kaito walked with eachother down the halls as he showed him around. Shuichi took him to the back of one of the staircases and sighed

"Somthing wrong shu?"

"No.....its just.....remember when were kids,and we would hide away from your grandma and grandpa playing hide and seek as they would try to catch  us?"

"Well.....yeah, how could i. Those were some of the best times of my life.....I remember once I kissed your cheek and said we should marry eachother..."

Kaito and shuichis cheeks both flushed a light shade of red as kaito said this.

"Well.......i..." shuichi could spit out what he was trying to say until kaito leaned down and kissed him.

It was nice and sweet. Shuichi wrapped his arms around the other boy neck as the continued to make out there until they were suddenly interrupted by someone short with slightly darker purple hair then kaito.

"Holy sh*t shumai! Hooking up with the new kid? You barely know him..." a malicious grin appeared on kokichis face.  "I disnt expect either of you to be the sleazy typ"

Shuichi and kaito blushed a dark red

"K-kokichi!....." the detective said removing his arms from his neck looking at the boy who had interrupted

"What? I'm just saying!"

"....ugh,and I do know him. We went to school together most of our lives ew s before I came here"

"Ooooooh....so your just getting back with an old hookup i see"

"Damn it kokichi that's not what he is,hes a friend"

Kaito kind of just stood there not knowing what to do or say,he didnt know any of shuichis new friends....or what ever kokichi was to him

"Well if you make out with all of your friends why havent ya kissed me yet! I'm quite honestly offended by the lack of  lip to lip contact between me and you" a single fake crocidile tear streamed down his face before he sighed out of what seemed to be boredom.

"Any way shumai...shumai dog, me,kiibo,gonta and miu are waiting for you. Bring your....what ever he is with you if you want" and with that he skipped off

Shuichi bursted out laughing for what seemed to be kaitos reaction to literally everything kokichi had just said.

".......I I iij and of want to punch that little guy in the face" kaito was in a state of shock honestly.

"Dong worry kaito you get used to him...now come on let's go. I want you to meet my friends"


Hey I really hope you liked this oneshot,i worked really hard on it and I'm actually thinking of using this plot to make a short story. Most of it will be copied from here,but it will be slightly diffrent

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