mY EmOtIonS

feelings

(edit was done by a friend of mine)

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you don't have to read me vent- I'll give the time to click off

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you're still here? Oh... well then I guess you really wanna know how I'm feeling huh?

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I thought I'd give you a little more time. 

Well anyways, I've been feeling unmotivated and worthless. No one would care if I was gone right?... I wish that were true but I have a lot of friends and very nice family that would so sad if I just gave up... I guess it's because of them I'm still here, I figured if I don't want to live for myself why don't I just try to live for my friends and family.  I want to reach some of their expectaions but I truely don't think I can. But... Maybe some day I can. I think I'm only here because I wanna make sure that none of my friends and family are sad, but also I wanna be better at things. Give my self some sort of worth. Even if it's just being good at makeup, or just being good at drawing hands. I'm trying to not set my expectations for my self to high, I can have goals like gettig all A's in school but I also understand that as long as I don't get a C I some what reached my goal. This is getting long and I'm sure you don't really care about a strangers feelings but if your read this far thank you I guess for reading! It means a lot to know that someone at least wants to know how I'm doing.